last day to enjoy....

HAIZ....time passes so fast..especially enjoyable times...tomorrow is the day to recieve the verdict...i can imagine myself feeling god damn disappointed with my results...i have worked hard..though not 100 per cent yet...i will try harder frm tomorrow..i must make it to the U...but will i do wat i have said..i always fail to do so..but i muz change....

As usual..i went to the country club tis morning..hang ard with the golfin guys...its always fun when we r together..play golf together..train together and bullshit each other...its like we have no boundaries among each of us...maybe b'cos its the so called similar status ba...cash flow btwn us is like..i dunno how to describe it..its we guys are close such tat we can treat each other pool...lunch..whatever..even small bets on our golf games..its kinda lavish la..but i like it...
its the kind of life i never ever shown to my school friends..the reasons simple..i want true friends in school...not the kind tat hang ard me for money...guess i have found them...eric and co.haha....

James failed to break par today...recent off of form...everyone played badly today...includin me..maybe all of us are busy with exams ba..with all the A grp guys having major exams this yr..the GCE O and A levels...the weather sucked today...damn hot at first..den it rained heavily....sian rite? James may turn pro one day...should i try? i feel tat a pro in s'pore has no future...better to stay as an amatuer ba...

hmm..the next time i write here...i would have gotten my results...theres only one thing i can do now...sit down and HOPE !!