Plz enrol mi in IMH..i'm gg crazy....

AAaaaaaaaaAAAAAAHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH!!!

2 days..juz 2 days stayin in at 39 SCE...i'm gonna go cuckoo soon...it so damn sian. and i have a conclusion which i haven finalised yet. basically..i tink i'm sian not b'cos i got nuthing to do..unlike in 36. i luv slackin..but even slackin makes me feel sick there...every second there..i HATE it!!!
e place is so...i dunno..feels like a prison. and it sorta SUCKS THE HAPPINESS OUTTA U ..juz like e dementors in e harry potter series. i feel like a lifeless zombie nw. :(

At night, its even worse..not much pple in camp..feel so deserted. and not much pple to tok to except e 6 of us. e other drivers juz wasn in our league..e ah bengs and all..haix...dey were smokin in e bunk and e bunk was sorta covered in smoke..like some undergrnd gambling den. and man.. i was tryin to sleep. FUUUUUCK!
but over all they r quite ok pple..but..juz not in our league la.. :(

and yup./..even e mess feels so sian..without a proper antenna..cant even watch programs properly... :(

AND..WORST OF E WORST.. i arrived in camp yest to learn dat i will be on duty this sun and next fri! dat means i will burn my sunday and a lil bit of my sat...DAMN IT!! :(
looks like i have no choice but to withdraw frm e president's cup this sun...

i've been stonin almost all e time fer yest and today. wen jing and e rest were kept busy with e 5 ton with trailers le..while mi and ken are still waitin fer 5 ton assesment..frm e fastest..i'm e slowest now..haix. :(

Starin into space has set mi thinkin into some stuff. i realised dat while i was thinkin of her most of e time..y is dat so ? its been only 2 days... why why Y?

i hope i can go back to selarang camp real soon..i cannot tahan le..

I'm feeling so miserable....
someone ...pull mi out of this sorrowful pit.....