happy happy!! :)

went to pay charlie and his choc factory a visit @ PS laz sat..with who else but jan of course...all my frens are like totally dead!! ppl in my sec school busy doin NS or poly ( blame it on me bein e only 1 in tis slackin unit) den pple in jc fucked up...n bmt buddies busy or overseas trainin...present army frens all fuckin budget.. i muz say dey are damn stupid pricks...savin money and takin up part tme jobs...n its nt like they r into any financial crisis...if u dun enjoy now..wait till when?? when pigs can fly? or when dey are 50 yr old?? wad fuck...

well...back to laz sat...e movie is real good...felt my childhood dreams coming back while watchin it...its juz a damn nice movie. :) den walked walked with jan..actually was findin a place to sit down and hav a drink and chat..cos i said i was thirsty..so she walked n walked with me onli to find all caafes fully packed..wads wrong.? so many god damn ppl ard even near midnite..fark.
sorry jan..fer makin u walk so much...shared some probs with me...felt realli bad dat i cant do anythin to help.. :( but i will always be there to lend a listenin ear...

jan seems to hav grown prettier everytime i see her... tis time was so extreme dat i had trouble locatin her even when she was walkin towards me...hallucinations? or am i really dat blur..?

got half day off fer tml and fri..shiok...so far still rather slack...but i got so much time in my hands i dunno wad to do..cant believe im always complainin bout lack of time...nowadays juz dun feel like going out..dunno way..yet i cant stand stayin at home...i got nuthin to say to anyone else in my family...hate tokin to dem..always end up in arguments..haiZ...suddenly i won miss home much anymore besides my own room... however, i always find myself lookin forward to meetin janyz.

k...gonna tok to jan on e phone now...chowZ!! :)