Sian..sudden urge to...CLUB?

haix..it seems dat even tho i dun really like to go clubbin , i have been having dis urge to do so this wk...must b after hearin janyz's account of her ny party which got that thing in me awakening again?

haix..dat means dad n mom will b unhappy again..like dun drink too much la.,.dun go smoke la and bla bla bla... hmm..but i doubt they gotta worry.. 1st of all , i wun b dat dumb to get myself hung up on cigarettes...secondly..i am quite a good drinker... yupx..i think i am.,..lol

gotta promise myself at 2 club at least 2 times b4 e end of e yr. i wanna go club momo dis sat leh...stupid duty on sunday..for goodness sake...SUNDAY!! and i have yet to go double O with chong n rondy..even tho i promised dem..lol. and i sorta promised jun wei n elias dat i will go with dem too...and donkey KAI..and eric..so many ppl to chiong with..

so little time to spare..wad e fuck..will b burning more wkends in 39..gosh..i wanna get outta dat place.

have bn sittin in e damn hot n stuffy rover since 645 yest till evening..den was supposes to cover safety today as well..damn..stupid Mark...plan detail until liddat..dumb ass. arrogant fark.

i aint feelin dat bad in camp now..still feeling bad..but NOT DAT bad...u get wad i mean? prob cos i'm getting more used to e life dere or prob due to jan's msgs which nv fails to leave me feelin much more light hearted den b4. :)

i am beginnin to believe wad sgt yixiang tol mi when i was in BMT back durin e tekong days.. U WILL NOE WHO UR TRUE FRIENDS ARE IN E ARMY..its damn true. i have seen kennet's ugly side for 3 times within this week. i dun wanna waste space and my time to elaborate. but no choice..dun like also stil gotta smile at him and act like nuthin hav happened after an argument..after all..still gtta wrk together de..especially nw..when onli got 6 of us there.. :(

DAMN...Wad is e world comin to..FUCKERS.

its been only 5 days since i laz seen u..feels like 5 weeks le..kinda miss ya..even more when one is leading a boring life.... lol.. maybe. :)