RTU - return to unit lo!

back in 36 now. life is jz so different nw before i left. its busy bisy now rather den e slacky slacky life we used to have there. ppl are all driving driving driving. jun hao has become a confident driver le..not like wad he used to be...scared to drive. uncle chong has excelled in handling e IED bus le... many are better den me now. sianz....

but oh wells, great to noe i'm not forgotten yet. many still remember me. and by e looks of it, we are generally welcomed back. might b too early to say so but oh wells. i hope life will b much more better and interesting frm now on. (:

it kinda saddens me a lil by leaving seletar camp. i mean, it wasn dat bad..slackslack de.. but i cant stay there. i will grow fat and unhealthy. and e main reason is i will be far far away frm jan agn. ugh..cant meet her as easily as before le. and dat means less often!!! bleahx. nvm..i hope i'll work something out ba. lol.
e life there juz feels like a nice short dream. and its over. ): ( excluding e master ng part la...)

jan got her results today. not as good as she expected. shant elaborate much. but i kinda blamed myself. did i play a part in causing dat to happen? did i enter her life at e wrong time? i dunno. she said dat its not my fault, she has tried her best. i believe her. but its kinda sad to say dat her mom doesn think dat way. ( frm wad i think la ) she actually told jan dat even if she has free time she wud be too busy part- tor- ing. ummm...i dunno. but i think things will be different when she start studying ma. i mean now she oso have nuthing to do wad, of course spend time with me rite? haix...guess her mom is juz too angry le ba...or rather disappointed?

haix...one day nia...missing her le. and e worst part is i cant feel her anymore. she's so far away. sian.
hw i wish i could lend her a shoulder today. but i guess e best i coould do tis afternoon was to lend her an ear instead. but i was sorry i couldn keep at it fer too long...gotta do my SUV fam training agn.

it feels good to speed agn. wheeeee!!!