maybe i shudn....

On off today. kinda pushed for it. reminding all e relevant personnel whom staff wud ask to suggest who might be free to go on off today to remember to volunteer me. yep they did. staff agreed. but i dun have much offfs left. and so i went.. on a condition of volunteering for this sat's sweep. fine...since jan isn free till night tis sat.

MAYBE I SHUDN HAVE DONE IT. i shudn have went for this off today.

first, met jan in e morning. she refused to come when she knew dat uncle was here and wanted me to go out and join her fer breakfast. i refused. kinda unfair. she said it was alright for me to see her uncles. den y is it a prob if she saw mine? okaay, and so she delayed and took her time to stop at bedok to buy breakfast fer herself before procceding to my house. and yeah, by e time she came, everyone left! great...good for her.

hung ard home for a lil while before proceeding to town to watch da vinci's code. played ard with our tamagotchi ver. 3 at home. intersting with e infra red technology. our tmgc's can make frens!! when can we start families? LOL
P.S for those who din noe, yeah, i juz got e latest craze in japan, the tmgc ver.3 last sun!! yeah, crap.its juz an excuse to make it look cool. ): i was forced into it lar..hor jan? but i agreed to be force. -weeps-

okay, so we went dwn to cine only to find out dat tics were sold out. nxt available timing- 1815 i tink. lol, jan won be able to make it to church den. so we rushed dwn to lido walking RAPIDLY to catch e nxt show at supposedly 1615 only to reach and realise its at 1630 instead. and luckily fer us, it wasn sold out. but we sat in front. -.-

went in, but ran out to buy jan some cheese hot dogs which she said she felt like having. alright, den here comes e sucky part. she kept eating and din offer to feed me or so. okay, maybe i was so reliant on her feedin me and showering me w so much attention before dat i couldn take it when she juz stared at e screen today, not giving me eye contact , answering my questions blindly and feeding herself popcorn w/o giving a hoot abt me. maybe its my fault, maybe NOT. but yeah... I AM DARN UNHAPPY.

cant believe i went thru so much trouble to get an off so dat i cud be unhappy. farts. this is HELL SHITTY. no phone calls no msgs. she doesn care. den i shant. ugh. ):