lucky...free from ippt for now!!

luckily for me, i'm not included fer ippt tml. frankl speaking, i'm really not prepared yet. gosh, dunno how long i will take to regain my fit form last yr. or maybe i will never.... ):
oh wells, my body is under construction fer now...with e more constant and effective physical training sessions in camp now. lolx.

oh my oh my, jan juz pissed me off so bad today. when will she stop ever making mi disappointed? i muz admit dat e tot of breakin up flashed in my mind fer a short short while, but i shook it off. no way man. i tink i would die. hmphs, she's e most impt person in my life. NO JAN= NO ME. luv ya lots dear. sorry for pissin u off as well. ):

jan called to ask if she could go out with edward this sat for lunch. come on, i mean i couldn stop her frm meeting her guy frens right/? i dun really wanna become a control freak. not very nice. but on e other hand, i couldn help expressin my unhappiness ( juz slightly) over it.
i mean, its not very nice if they meet my frens outside and i have someone callin me on my phone while i'm on standby in camp tellin me dat my gf's out with another guy in town. yeah, i wud hav already known about it but wad will others think? they wud have tot i might have been made a cuckold and dats not very nice. REALLy. but oh wells,i cant be selfish. e decision still lies with her eventually.

2 days w/o her. its killin me. and driving me to nuts. temper hasn been good. yeah, so stay outta my way.

oh ya, i forgot something. did i ever mention kenneth loh is a bastard??
too angry to add fuel to my fire fer now. i'll elaborate another day. remind mi if i forget.
bye guys.