haix..so sian

on half day off now for participatin in dat god damn parade...2 farkin days under e hot sun..i'm totally burnt now...and i tink my face lks a lil like a tomato now..lol.

was happy with news dat can go for off today..but in e end also very sian..shao bao dey all dun wanna watch movie..den rondy and e rest went to eat..told dem if wanna do anythin else den call mi dwn to join dem lor..no news yet..but dun tink i'll go anyway..totally sian..juz dun wanna do anythin...

i dun noe y..but somehow i feel dat she is a lil stressed abt e relationship btwn us. dunno how to ask but i wud prefer if she can just be direct and like tell mi wad she's thinkin. at least i won have to speculate..hmm..anyway..hope she don dwell too much bout it. After all..i think her priority is her A's. dun wan her to flop it b'cos of mi..
:( anyway..its saddenin to note dat she's note doin well in school..makes mi feel so BAD.

aiya..dunno la..juz let nature take its course la. Hmm..so sian..i'll juz go sleep ba.. Zzzzzz