Some pple juz DUN GET IT!! Argh..

haix..today is such a bad bad day..shouldn hav gone to play 9 holes since i knew james wasn gg..but i went anyway cos i haven been playin on course fer quite some time.

so started off with me bro n micheal @ e tee box. dn C. meng came later with his father taggin behind him. i wanted to play with micheal cos i wanted to c where his standard is now. cos his swing is gd n i wanted to see y he is still stuck at ard hadicap 14...n of course to see whther he is anywhere near me yet..

yup, den chee meng wanted to join us , i said ok tho i wouldn reealli like to play with him. n he wanted his dad to join us as well , and he made mike join e flight behind us when he already tee'd off..wad e fuck. n did i ever mention tis sunday 9 hole thingy is fer e club's junior team onli? parents r onli allowed if they have to take care of their YOUNG children..and godamn ah meng is 19 le!!! fark. i was so goddamn pissed dat all my mood fer playin instantly diminished.

can't they understand e msg i was tryin to convey to dem thru my tone and expression? I DUN WANNA PLAY WITH U!!!

played 3 holes n it started drizzlin , and i juz walked back to e clubhouse w/o informing my flightmates...i gotta admit its rather rude but i was already damn pissed.

i'm rather ok with ah meng on frens but i dun like to play with him lehz..both father n son talk too much fer their own good...cant they juz keep their shitty mouth shut? n juz..FUCK OFF?? and he is lousy now la..i gotta admit he used to be rather gd but dats like 5 yrs ago la..he hasn been providin mi with a competitive feelin ever since.

i nd gd players to play with me, help me build up e competitive feelin in me once more and also to take my game up to another level. james..better come back frm thailand fast dude..

oh did i say i booked lessons le? its about 1500 bucks..fer 10 lessons and my mom was like naggin dat dads tryin to cut costs ...nag nag. i dun hear her naggin at my sis at all..ok she's gg fer sea games..but wad boout my sis's other stuff..argh..DAMN!!!

haix..i dun care le la..juz make sure i enjoy my life can le..dun bother bout stuff ard me anymore... :(

conclusion..i wasted all my time tis morning till nw. -SHIT-

its till raining heavily outside nw..its been rainin since 11 tis morning and its already 4 now... gotta go try sleep le..dun wanna waste e gd weather.

chowZ.