SLACK SLACK..

duty on sunday wasn dat bad..time passed much faster den i tot...but very irritated..cos i COULDN fall aslp even tho i slept only ard 2 hrs plus e nite b4...so i was on e tv e whole day..frm kids central to star awards to chi serial dramas... LOL.

yest wasn dat bad..slack slack..couldn rmb wad i did..so i guess its nuthin. had a short game of bball with junyong and guys after dinner. a lil rusty..but could still play..so wasn dat bad.. :) den chatted in e canteen after i had my bath. kinda nice to see dem agn..after all..i suffered 1 month of chemical defence training with dem. :)

had a rather lng chat with jan at nite..feels kinda good to chat with her on e phone again. i dunno why , but i was actually smiling to myself when i knew dat i was gg to tok to jan on e phone. :)

one part of our conversation was on this fren of hers called edward or smth..this guy, according to her description.. i think is kinda like me.. lol. i guess i'm quite good at ermm.. pickin girls up to make friends or sweet talking ( accordin to ppl ) wadeva la..but dats dat. i suck at relationships..i really do. its always up to a certain pt where i wud get sorta lost. dunno wad to do.... and i tot i was e only one..so now i noe..theres another person like me..lol.
thinkin back..its been 5 yrs since my last relationship. ( which i tink is too short to be one) time flies..doesn seem dat long to me. :p haha

woke up at 10 today to have breakfast at e canteen. den went back to slp agn till 1. and did some check on e vehicles before proccedin for our early book out at 1530 !! so shuang..juz hope i won have detail tml and HOPEFULLY , tml and thurs wud b OFF days! den can sorta put dis wk to an end asap..cant wait fer e weekends... and its only tues... :(

i have realised dat i have been quite used to receivin jans msgs daily ...i dun noe hw to explain la.. as in laz wk..i tried to leave my hp in bunk for charging and those 2 hrs were quite...i duno leh..juz felt dat i had to check if jan had msged me or not even tho e phone wasn with me..
............i guess its juz dat i'm lookin forward to her msgs everyday.
but...why?
............... i noe e answer le. it juz puts a smile on my face. :)


wonder hws she's doin at work today. haven heard frm her since dis morning..
ermm..funny to say dis but.. i sorta have a feelin dat she had overslept or smth and failed to turn up for wrk?
nah..cant be..haha