disappointed...AGAIN.

shit... y? why does she always have to make me feel dis way. its really awful. and i dun like it.

oh yeah..i'm on half day off today. not much use tho, she's workin. alrighty, we still hav tml b4 i go standby for sunday. another weekend gone. fark.

and back to e topic, she called me juz now and mentioned dat her work schedule fer next month is not very good. i fail to agree. i think its totally FUCKED UP. in short, she's not gonna be able to spend time with me at all for e whole month. except MAYBE e 2nd of april. dat is if i have no sweep on dat day. great, so there is a extremely HIGH possibility i won see her for one month right after tml. great. wad a job.
so wad if she;s gonna earn much? money...fuck.

and e fact dat i juz told her something two days ago, and she forgot all about it again. and yeah, she juz hung up in a hurry leaving me scratching my head wondering wad e fuck was going on. i really wanna believe u, but how do u expect me to do so?
this is tough...very tough. i'm feeling miserable. dunno wad i shud do.

okay.. 1 janless month. is this still a relationship?

maybe yes, maybe no.