Are we near the end??

This is it. Yes yes. we quarelled again. i dunno the whole purpose of this. since we are quarelling so often..wouldn it be better if we just break up? i dunno. really. and yet, e reluctance in my heart juz won allow me to do so. wad is holding me back? perhaps its love, perhaps not.

its time to face up to reality. e honeymoon period is way OVER. now is e time we shud sit back and think bout us. our future. is there one? i dunno. and yet i still cant forget e very first jan i met. on 18 june. e jan i fell head over heels with. i gotta stop lookin back.

sometimes i just wonder...we always told each other..we can see our future together. did i really see a future? or did i just put a picture of our future together in my head. putting it in and forcing myself to believe dat we will have a happy ending. i dunno.

i am not ssying dat we are neAR e end. no, we are not. its juz dat i am beginning to doubt this relationship. and i really think she shud give it some serious tot too.
However, if she still continues to show such attitude which i cant tolerate...
it might be over sooner den we would expect.


DAMN HER.