she's driving me nuts!!

stress stress stress. Had my first peak hour driving lesson on wed. The ever so confident me suddenly became not so confident. i always tot i could drive well. but i'm not so sure anymore. the traffic is juz too heavy in ubi at 0830 hrs in e morning to conduct a driving test. and i feel dat it wud b a near impossible task to pass it while observing 100% traffic rules. if u wanna do pure safe overtaking... = impossible

got pressured by staff to regain my last yr's fitness level by sept, befoire he posts out. i am no longer as fit as i used to. i am 7 kg heavier den i used to be last year. thanks to jan. anyways, yeah...i am trying to cut back on my weight. and putting more effort in keeping myself fit. i dunno...but i feel dat i have shed a few kilos le...and i'm definitely regaining my fitness..slowly. At least i can run 12 km w/o any kick now...no breathlessness or tiredness. just dat timing wise i'm still not as fast as last year. but its good enuff le. :)
Stress..next months IPPT.

Just when i tot dats e end...now its JAN. fuck. she's telling me dat she thinks dat we shud meet less often..when we are already meeting much less often..ever since she started school. and i haven even added e neglection i have received. she thinks she doesn have enuff time to study. DAMN. she said she studies better in e night. yep, and so i made e effort to not talk so much every night, keeping chats between 15- 30 mins. sometimes more but it had been weeks since we last had a chat exceeding an hr. All done so dat she could study. and wad happens ??
SHE WENT TO SLEEP. and she's blaming me for having to spend so much time with me. fine. i dunno wad else to say. when i said to not talk at night, she insists on talkin. fine.
i have done wadever she wants me to. but she always changes her mind...and its getting on my nerves. its irritating. take tomorrow for example. she said she wanted to go out. fine. den now she wants to stay at home.
i've done all she wants me to do. yet i always get e blame.
FUCK>.