Happy NeW yeaR ~

yep..i'm back home...just only..and yet to have my bath yet. but surprisingly, i'm not tired at all..quite energetic in fact. and since its still so early, i actually feel like gg out for a run now...LOL?! funny sia my body...

as expected, we din manage to get into MoS laz nite. and trust me, u can really get turned off by e queue..in fact e queue is sCARY!!! wah lao eh..all e way over e river..reach e road liao...and there's still ppl having hopes of gettin in?

wasted a whole lot of money on transport today. depleted about 10 over bucks on my EZ link card juz to take train? wad e fuck..might as well cab rite? lol. yep..so we went over to chinablack instead. trust me, i actually had a hard time psychoing dem to black. no choice, i gotta go meet my dear darlinG. i promised her. i WILL do it. i dun make promises easily, but once i do, i'll hold it. i'm a man of my word. jun wei din join us, waited at MoS..great. cos he din get in before 12. so i went ahead with elias and his slightly despo fren Mc T...lol..even e name sounds weird. we reached early, lil ppl ard, atmosphere wasn up and Mc T was a lil pissed..and i was feelin guilty at first. and i was kinda glad jan and her frens were ard ? cos at least we won be like 3 guys dancing,weird.

but but but!! on e other hand, i was a lil pai sei with jan and her frens ard, i must have malu'ed myself with my awful dancing. so embarrassin lor... >.< ugh..shouldn have danced ard them la...SHIT. anyway, kinda shiok, cos i actually felt a lil giddy after a couple of drinks. had been some time...haha. too bad, elias isn into drinkin, or i'll try to get a bit drunk lor. Mc T was totally gone la, couldn even stand on his own. lol

but after today, i kinda realised dat i'm gettin worried about jan clubbin so often le. firstly , her heart hurts. today it seems dat she was sufferin frm so much pain, it hurts me to see so, and yet i couldn do anythin to help. :(
2ndly, e pple ah...i guess i wasn dat worried before cos i din see it with my own eyes. or i guess it juz didn strike me when we are ard other gals. but i cant stand e idea of other guys tryin to ..ahem ahem. ya...and dat Ian fella ah..Argh..grind grind grind...fuck. juz go grind his own dick off a stone slab la...damn.
and of course, jan asked mi if i was jealous if she kept dancing with edward, i wasn at first..but i wud be lyin if i said i wasn. in fact, after she asked me, i felt a tinge of jealousy in me. but wad can i do? its her fren ma..and also, blame it on me not being a good dancer? :(

yep, accompanied jan home. i juz wanted to accompany her la..e roti prata thingy was juz an excuse..
In fact, frankly speakin, i felt abit left out when she was leavinG with her frens ..but i guess yar la..after all its her frens ma..she cant neglect them also right? dunno how to explain also la...lol.
had prata with elias den proceeded to e bus stop at abt 6. and we waited and waited and waited. NO sign of 168. and i tot 168 wasn operating. so we waited for like 45 mins and den we realised e first bus' arrival time was supposed to be at 651. lol..should have wasted more time at e prata place.

and ta da..here i am.

overall, it was ok la..rather enjoyable..definitely better den last yr, with jan ard me..yup. but still....PAI SEI LA....argh.

i wonder how jan's gonna survive today. church..den shoppin..den clubbin agn? i hope she doesn go. ( abit selfish? ) cos got ian ard too..and its a lil crazy la..to chiong 2 days in a row.

my dear jan ah..plz take care. guess she shud be sleeping soundly now. maybe i shud call er rain fer her.
- concentrates with eyes closed-