hmph.... ):

Standby force one this week. force com..sgt ren jie agn. Mr Civivs n Moral ed. he's a great guy..but as i mentioned..too much og gg by e book. so i troubled him w my nites off to meet jan yest and my day off on v day.

activation at 5 a.m dis morning, shucks. couldn slp after dat. dammit. but its rather scary lor..i mean, this wk, on monday only, there was another mode of activation. and today agn...god knows wad those pple up there are thinking..

looks like jan's having some trouble getting up fer her morning shift. had to call her twice yest before she could wake up. and had to allow her 30 mins to laze in bed b4 waking up on monday.
and today..haix.
i called her at 715. she wanted to slp somemore. so i said i would call her at 8.
when it was 8, i was at e log office. couldn make e phone call. and since my watch was slightly ahead, i decided dat it was ok to call her right after i reported to log office. when i was in e holding area first. got a lil engrossed in my conversation w wj dey all on e way up to e holding area dat i 4got to call my dear girl. n when i realised dat, it was 0815.

gosh..i din really mean to call late de.. ): but..haix. i really couldn call at 8 mah... i mean, after all i'm stll in camp, cant make phone calls anytime i want to ma...yup. but its still my fault la... i mean..hw could i forget man...

but it seems dat she's gettin a lil reliant or smth.. guess she didn set her alarm clock or smth. i think i gotta make her set her alarm clock or wad lor...i mean like wad if during dat time i was on activation... doing operation halfway, hw to call her in my gas mask?? after all, wad i initially meant was to wake her up if she couldn. dat is if i dun recieve her msg.
BUT but but...this doesn mean dat i find it a hassle or wad to wake her up. in fact..i feel happy or u could say blessed to do dat. hearing her voice early in e morning, juz kinda makes my hopelessly boring day seem brighter. i wud gladly do it everyday if she wans me to. (:

but...i really hope she won blame me lor..after all, i dun believe she din blame me a wee bit at all lor..she muz have gone like shit..its 815!! and wondering y i din call her on time. ):

i dunno..lol. haix..sgt ren jie wants us to move e tonners outside bravo coy. i really hope we won have to follow dem to range the nxt 3 days lor. damn..if not, not only will my fri evening be gone , even my sat advance theory will be gone. and needless to say , diminish all hopes of meeting her dat day.

still gotta book in tonite. sianz.. 48 more hrs to my weekend... endure man.