dis sux... -pouts-

ugh...been having gastric/stomache problems ( nt sure wad or which ) since my 2 hr nap yest morning. cant be e alcohol. haven experienced trouble frm alcohol before..but den, wads wrong? farks.

been running a slight temperature yest evening. took 2 panadol pills b4 proccedin to e international fer dinner. seafd, when i'm nt feelin well..sharks. ended up eating slightly only. was dog tired after e reunion dinner. but i hung on...till abt 1. lol.
wonder hw was my dear girl's reunion dinner. hope its good..since she was lookin forward to it.. (:

i couldn believe jerry was ridiculing me with e other guys behind my back. wad e fuck. maybe i only look nerdy to NY pple. lol. except jan?? but i guess i'm juz decent lookin ba..nt as extreme to be called nerd...nor chao ah beng. could still remember wei feng was so amused dat night when i told him someone said i look nerdy. he was laughing like a hyena..and shouting, ' u nerd? look at u man..like chao ah beng sia..hw to be nerd? ' LOL. i dun like both. but i guess i can't stop wad others are thinkin. but i'm juz so damn bothered abt pple talking behind my back..and laughing abt it somemore.
but i'm lookin forward to seeing jerry agn. and see hw hypocritical he can get. i won get aggressive with him. but i'll juz play with my words. after all, i'm a wise man. cant believe it, i dunno y but as i'm writing dis, i'm smiling coyly. lol.

anyways, wads most impt is dat jan loves me can le. juz too bad if i'm really toot or chao ah beng or wad. she likes me. hahaha. i'll stay e way i am. i won change myself for pple, except jan. :)

i miss her.