nice meeting e guys agn. :D

juz home. feeling hot from all e beer, but nt drunk at all. perfectly sober. :)

it was great to see e guys back there agn. totally enjoyed it. glad to see tian hui agn. my fellow fearless driver and kao pei mate. song bo!! haha. had a great chat with another two buddies wei qi n wei feng. well, everything is cool. besides e goddamn duty unpaid SAF tiger beer. even e thai beer tastes better..lol. drats...would be better if we had some serious alcohol like tequila, whisky or smth. shud hav brought some wine frm home over. too much at home. and as usual, e XOs at home are still waiting to be given away. i wan dad to open dem..i wanna drink..but dunno hw to ask lei. in his eyes, i'm still a boy. and i'm sure he doesn noe hw much i can drink now..lol. maybe even more den him.

out with jan today. glad she enjoyed e kaya toast dis morning. was afraid she won like it. seeing her juz made my mood better. much much better. had a talk with her. i was real glad tat she's being truthful to me.

of course..i appreciate frankness. of course, i won mind e 'P' thing. but i won say dat i'm nt affected by it. e fact dat hw far dey went sort of disturbed me a lil. dey almost went on to ____, just a wee bit more!!!
i really cant imagine dat. looks like she aint as innocent as i tot. hmm..lol.

i guess i wud be lying to say i won mind at all.. more or less feeling abit of...ugh.
i mean, which guy wud like her gf to be 'P'...by other ppl?
but i mean..its understandable ba.
well, look ard u, ppl getting into relationships as young as 12. curiousity is at its strongest throughout ur teenage yrs. i guess other ppl are more or less doin e same. yep.

of course, my clear minded mind tells mi dat i won do it. but who noes..right? there are times when u cant restrain urself.
so i guess its understandable. i'm nt e unreasonable sort.

actualy, i wanna ask more abt it... but i dunno hw. lol...oh wells. :x

in any case, i hope she doesn get too upset abt it.
i like you by wad makes u out to be.
not wad u are.

no matter wad happens, i'll always stand by you.

hugs.