heh heh..

made to be standby force 2 today. forced to takeover today at e very last minute once i woke up..? lol..SAF..undecisive force. so dat means i won be able to do duty dis week! looks like doing standby aint dat bad anyway. but but but..heard some things are gonna go on this weekend. i'll still burn my sunday!! but i wud most prob get off fer dat. (: things gg fine fer me at e moment. i hope it carries on.
wasted 48 hrs of my life in camp sleepin my youth away. i'm gonna regret e time wasted in unit 10 yrs dwn e road lor. not enuff time fer my frens, my family and most imptly, my darling.

anywayz, this means dat i wud be able to see jan on sat. sometimes i wonder if i take up too much of her time... hey, if u have other plans like having to meet ur frens or wad must tell mi ok? dun neglect ur frens bcos of me hor.. (:

and ya, spent ard 45 mins talkin to her juz now. u dunno wad effect dat has on me lor, i juz feel so much more... relaxed? i dun need many hrs of chattin with her actually , a lil while a day cud juz brighten up my day..haha. and yep..she's back at work now. hope she's doin fine..and those dumb managers can stop pickin on my princess...lol.

shit..juz gt msg frm ming di dat got OC parade tml at 730..gotta wake up early? lol.fuck. hope dat it'll be short and sweet ah..dun wanna sweat lor...and great..i sent my uniforms to e tailor. and i'm juz left with my fuck 4. damn...but i guess dats a valid reason for not puttin up my smartest 4?? we'll see..

its wed wed wed!! 1 more day to book out day. 2 more days to saturday. -winks-

time is passing so slowly...yawns