ugh...wads wrong with me?

lol..i seriously think i got a bit of problem la..diin sleep a wink last night and i'm not feeling sleepy? wad e fuck. and could onli manage 1.5 hrs of sleep this morning. hell..is it my body? or is it just too many things in my mind?

feelin weird..i wanna go out. when i have juz came home. i just cant keep my butt at home la..dunno y. and e prob is, i dun wanna call my frens, i'm only interested in meeting my darlinG. lol...wads up with me.
i think e prob with mi now is dat i'm sian.. but dun feel like gg out..but definitely wun mind gg out with her..
yupyup..dats wat i'm thinkin..haha.

there are some things i want to say to her..but i dunno if i shud. heck..i'll see how..lol.

its been a few hrs only, its like i've juz seen her this morning la..and i'm missing her already. damn..i'm sinking in too deep le la...is this good? ....or bad. despite wad i'm feeling now, i wonder if she's feeling e same. LOL. guess she shud be too tired to think of so much now.

oh wells, at least i got my wallpaper to look at if i'm missing her. (:
and i'm munching on e happy hippo chocs she's giving to mi.
my handphone is full of her msgs.
jan
jan
jan....

lol.

SIAN. maybe i shud juz get ah guan out to play pool. but kinda not worth it to play today...damn!! wad can i do?????