'its so nice to just spend time with u' ...yepyep..MI TOO!! (:

booked out at 3 yesterday. deep in my heart , i really really wanted to ask my darling out de. but it seems dat she severely lacks slp. so i din..she offered to accompany me to bugis, i rejected e offer too. cos i was sure i could juz endure fer 1 more day. (:

went bowling @ OCC..was sad to realise dat members cant pay by charging to e account anymore..so sad..have to pay miself le...
anywayZ, bowled like crap. managed only 130+ nia...can someone juz kill me? its so hurting to realise dat after training back to my old standard , and after some lack of practice , my standard has gone back to ---- SHIT. totally shitty.
den went to e range to pound some balls. SAME..golf was shit too..after not touching my golf clubs fer abt 2 weeks since my last lesson. but after some pondering , i tink i finally managed to figure out wad luke was trying to get me to do. and my ball striking was ok. so u can say i went home feeling rather satisfied. (:

talked to jan last night. seems dat jerry is rather ermm..dunno alsoo lei. like he's pressurising jan dat she isn giving her frens enuff attention like dat ba..but at least he feels ok to me..lol. unlike edward. seriously speaking , i dunno wad edward is unhappy with me about. i haven even tok to him before..how to offend him sia. but as jan says , he's like a bro who feels like no one is ever good enuff for his sis?? i guess dats rather true ba..cos i remembered choo tried to jio my sis fer a period of time...i was strongly against it. he's s'pore's no.1 amateur golfer..but i still feel he isn good enuff..( looks a lil fat to mi ) yeah..hmm..but i don hate him..do i ? LOL..

wadeva la..i guess i won take it to heart ba..haix..cos if i do, i think it'll be quite hard for jan. of course, i'm upset dat her good frens won accept me , but..after some thinking , jan should be e one who is upset. i will try not to mention dis issue in front of her agn...i really think its very difficult for her lor. :(

yepyep..woke up @ 1 o clck today..and i was like shit..less time to spend with my dear jan le... Yup...so i met her in town at 3. seriously couldn think of wad we cud do le lor..s'pore is so boring. but who cares..as long as i can spend time with her..i dun give a shit about anything else.

yep..went in search of mushroom pot. and guess wad? i saw w freakin nike bag dat i was hesitant to buy in taiwan. and its retailing like 20 bucks MORE here? damn..shud have bot it dere...lol. i felt so UGH...
started raining friggin heavily when we were abt to proceed to lido..bought a cheap lookin umbrella..( ermm ok, it was cheap..5 bucks onli ) but decided to wait fer e rain to subside in TCC ( near centrpoint de) lol... i guess dats wad happens when a slightly shao ye boy and a slightly xiao jie girl gets together. hahaha.
but dun worry ok..i'll try my best to take care of her. YES i WILL. (:

den proceeded to cine to check out my shoe..damn..e shoe i wanted wasn there. and e most similiar one i could get was a female one. lol. i immediatly sian 1/2 lor..how sia..i even bot shirt to go with e shoe le..damn. den checked out e timin fer elizabeth town. lol..e most probable time we cud catch was 905. but jan gotta go home early..gotta work tml. shit...how i wish i had my licence lor...den can send her home..den no nd to consider this worry dat le..

so proceeded to sakae fer dinner. quite shuang to eat sushi at first. was rather enjoyable..and we had planned to eat so much more. but we couldn..cos jan and i were too full le...and den jan din feel very well..err..yeah..and she looked so pale lor..how i wish i cud help..i felt so useless then. but oh wells..

went home rather early. i also feel so happy to just spend time with her. juz so happy. (:
and once agn... I'M MISSING HER ALREADY.

hope i can make it to suntec to meet her tml. my dear princess..hope she will feel better tml.
hope dad goes with me to bugis tml, den can buy my phone....i hope so.
hope i will play fine in e golf game with james tml...i hope i shoot ard e low 80s can le..dun expect much..

haix.life is full of HOPE.
lol..