happy wed..boring thurs..lol

talkin to u has almost become a daily routine to me.
e need to see u has almost come to a daily basis.
i need an antidote..too high on this drug..dat is U. :p

oh wells, met jan yest night fer dinner. had to come out late due to a last minute detail arranged for me this morning. i was damn pissed..can u imagine bathing halfway and preparing to book out to meet ur dear girl when someone tells u dat u have to go dwn to ETC to collect ur vehicle?
and i sweated like mad..ugh.
i realli cant stand dem..always up with last minute stuff..in e afternoon, i was at e 35 SCE mess when dey called me, saying dat they need me to for detail..immediately...wad e fuck..and i had to brisk walk under e damn hot sun back to 39 SCE. sweated like hell..
only 1 phrase to describe e system there...FUCKED UP!!!

oh wells, back to dinner last night. jan is really really helpin me to save some money and i really really appreciate dat. :) suggested eating @ a hawker in yishun. had dis chicken rice which was damn cheap..and good. u could say i walked out of there feeling more satisfied den i expected myself to be. (: and of course..i enjoyed being with jan. (:
went to northpoint fer a while to walk walk and kill time. of course, i could have gone back to camp..but i juz want abit more of her company..even if its 1 more second, i'll be happy.

todays detail ended early..sux big time..den i could have not taken over dis detail.
fucked up. :x
den talked to jan over e phone. just feels so good to just hear her voice. i have been saying i miss u less often to her these days..not bcos i dun. its because i miss her too much dat i dun feel like saying it le...makes me feel miserable to say so. :(

had to come home myself today. no one free enuff to pick me up. damn it..so troublesome la...
actually, for a sec, i had this urge to meet jan instead. but oh wells, she isn hungry..no pt gg fer dinner right. but i really really miss her lei.. :(
anywayz..i'll endure and brace myself thru tml. and i'll see jan once more!! :)

there are juz so many things waiting for us to do.
and they are only for me to do them with you. :)