planning certainly does help..abit ..haha

had planned our activities well ahead before we went out today.

went joggin with jan ard seletar area in e morning, after my duty. den ate prata before bookin out after a bath in camp. dad n mom din wanna come fetch me..all bcos of sis agn. i really cant stand dis biasness le..in a fit of anger, i decided to juz cab home. and told myself i won hold myself on spending today. i may sound spoilt..sound like a wastrel or wadeva....but if anything is wrong with dat, den i can only say my parents are forcing me to do so. I CANT STAND DEM!!

but too bad..jan didn get enuff clothes. seems dat e female depts haven been getting new arrivals..lol.

i gotta admit i was a lil ..i wudn say weird..but listless maybe, at first. cos it suddenly set mi thinkin whether jan wud one day tell mi she dun wan me le.. cos of e phone issue la.
but i reassured myself dat she definitely isn takin this relationship lightly and must have tot seriously before agreein de ma...right?
lol..but haix..really shudn be thinkin of such things when i'm out with her..these stuff are for me to think of when i have nothin to do. lol

had toast ..and we shared a smoke turkey sandwiche. both me and jan agreed dat it tasted much better den e last time we ate it. and shared a joy smoothie.
no choice la...on budget..lol.
den can shun bian jian fei.

yep...bought my shoes..tho not exactly e pair i was eying for quite some time..but was not bad, and jan liked it. i trust her taste..as well as mine..so yep. i got it!
ad bot my belt..rather unique belt...but certainly exceeded my budget by 20 bucks fer it. had expected myself to pay ard $50 rather den e $70 i paid fer it. nevertheless...yippeee!!!

had our choc drinks and shared a choc muffin before proceeding to cine fer Memoirs oF a Geisha. seems dat jan already knew e story le..dunno whether she enjoyed it or not.. i think it was not bad..but i was so tired i almost fell asleep at e end..haha.
e show was like 2 n a half hrs...i really dunno hw jan is gonna survive another 2 times watching it..surely gonna be sian de wad..lol

den proceeded home. and everyone was aslp le..no one giving a damn fuck about e absence of me in e house. no phone calls msgs or whatsoever. like wad i said, it doesn make a diff to dem la...fark.

jan wants to talk..but she hasn responded to my msg..guess she's aslp le..lol.
shud i call her? hmmm....

i feel so bad today when u said i was weird.
din mean to be so..
but i hope dat it din spoil ur mood today.
and i hope u still enjoyed urself.

its probably due to my own insecurities ba.i dunno. pouts.