oh NO!!!

shit..i am definitely gonna fail my chem liao...hopin for an O at best...wow..i have surprised myself by almost gettin a D fer physics..and i din even study physic properly whereas is spent so much time on chem...how am i gonna make it to e A's?

haiz...still waithin for 2pid khoon wee to reply..wanna ask him how to operate tis blog stuff...haiz..muz be sleepin..tat pig..or he purposely dun answer..shit..i'm thinkin too much again..

Ah guan highlighted to me tat i am like a total different person when i am with eric and co and when i am in school...wat can i say man..victorian spirit i guess..think i noe liao ah guan..if u r readin tis..let mi tell u e answer...they will probably think u r irritatin and lame..dun u think so?haiz...or shud i juz say they have diff skool of tots from us?

still slackin away..got to pull my socks up...work harder!!! (pull too high later b'come mud) haha..i'm a lame shit...as i said.. i am an average joe and i juz expect straight B's for my A levels and i'll b god damn happy man..

tomorrow is friday and it is coming soon, 5 more hrs to be exact and i simply can't wait to pound balls at e driving range!!
I'M LOVIN IT!!!

another boring day

damn it..my physics teacher is still keepin me in suspense!1 and i have yet to know my results for chem..school sux nowadays..no fun at all..but hrs are short..damn slack...

thiink maybe next week can start to AWAL-absent without authorised leave liao..tats wat my teacher said..and he actually said tat he would do e same if he is in our shoes..haha..humorous but lame dude.

nothin much happened today..slept thru my afternoon again...these few afternoons are damn cool..keep raining..i juz luv rainy days haha..i failed to honour the promise i made to myself..have not been workin hard these days...wat the hell..FUCK U!!damn it..wat am i thinkin?? haiz..kinda troubled these days..onli thing i can look forward to is the weekend..my golfin days!! thinkin abt it..i have not been bowlin for quite some time liao..not much after i got kicked out of the team into the reserves for skippin training..i will not forget the humiliation for being made a pacer...the bowlin teacher sux man..keep listenin to those who keep lickin her bloody boots..

oh my god..when can i get over and done with everything man..kinda sick..life is really boring..study , eat , sleep and so on...wadmorecanisay>?

A beautiful nite...

wah..i feel damn bloated..after stuffin myself with mooncakes juz now..but i feel great..mooncakes taste great man...i simply luv em !

Was eatin mooncakes and drinkin chinese tea brought in from china at my balcony with my parents and siblings..chatin and eatin..classic man...and family bonding once again..

tonites a beautiful nite..the moon is so bright such tat it seems like there is a giant torch in the sky..the sort tat batman uses..haha. A great nite to enjoy with ur loved ones and especially ur stead...if u hav one..

tomorrow will be the day tat i can confirm wether i have passed my physic..really hope i have passed...haiz..time to turn in...feelin full but tired...nowadays..i feelin damn tired even though there is not much strenous physical activities.Maybe the problems with my mind?

Shitty life...

haiz...sian...got back mymaths results yesterday..juz scraped thru nia...my physics teacher tol me tat i scraped thru my physics as well..it waz kindof unbelievable lor..i seriously tot i waz gonna fail...hope he din see wrongly...ah ya..and i got back my chem mcq as well..i passed...haha...hope i manage to scrap thru chem as well...i mean..i have to pass first b4 workin towards my As and Bs rite?

hmmm...today, it waz announced tat we have to form our prom nite tables by tis fri..haiz..sian..things have become hostile btwn me n Brand n Co. , and i dunno wat to do sia..join other pple table?haha.. haiz..if onli eric waz in tp as well...got some company...though i hav ah guan in tp...i dun wanna affect his ties with dem..things not goin well for him either..i guess he waz rite...brand n co iz really insensitive...tats y 'reliable' friends like us who are zhong qing zhong yi cannot get along well with dem ba..to me..they treat friendships like shit...haiz..wat to do...same clazz...haiz..if u told mi half a yr ago things would turn out like tis...i will never believe it.

Haiz..life is UNPREDICTABLE....and life is SHITTY!!!

last day to enjoy....

HAIZ....time passes so fast..especially enjoyable times...tomorrow is the day to recieve the verdict...i can imagine myself feeling god damn disappointed with my results...i have worked hard..though not 100 per cent yet...i will try harder frm tomorrow..i must make it to the U...but will i do wat i have said..i always fail to do so..but i muz change....

As usual..i went to the country club tis morning..hang ard with the golfin guys...its always fun when we r together..play golf together..train together and bullshit each other...its like we have no boundaries among each of us...maybe b'cos its the so called similar status ba...cash flow btwn us is like..i dunno how to describe it..its we guys are close such tat we can treat each other pool...lunch..whatever..even small bets on our golf games..its kinda lavish la..but i like it...
its the kind of life i never ever shown to my school friends..the reasons simple..i want true friends in school...not the kind tat hang ard me for money...guess i have found them...eric and co.haha....

James failed to break par today...recent off of form...everyone played badly today...includin me..maybe all of us are busy with exams ba..with all the A grp guys having major exams this yr..the GCE O and A levels...the weather sucked today...damn hot at first..den it rained heavily....sian rite? James may turn pro one day...should i try? i feel tat a pro in s'pore has no future...better to stay as an amatuer ba...

hmm..the next time i write here...i would have gotten my results...theres only one thing i can do now...sit down and HOPE !!

warh..went out with eric again...spent the whole day doin nothin..juz walk and walk e whole day..tat fucker eric made me wait for 1 hr lor...i looked like an idiot at e mrt station..but..wat more can ya expact frm him..haha..i shud hav been used to it liao..after 5-6 yrs..hmmm..changed e infra red to bluetooth today..after toppin up 20 bucks..but at least it works..e shop waz owned by a grp of ah bengs...its kindof a miracle i came out unscathed..and they are super ah bengs...can teleport frm one level to another in a flash..hmm..ah bengs nowadays are so advanced..eric n ah guan were stunned..so waz i..its kindof cool hangin out with eric and co. or rather e victorians side..much more fun den e guys in my skool now..i feel much more comfortable..
met ee ling and lotsa ex victorians at orchard today...singapore is so small...
argh..heard dodgeball waz a good movie..but its lame..i gotta watch it man..

kept talkin about jia jing wen (zhao min) today..she's gorgeous man...sweet,pretty..not too artificial, a natural beauty unlike present day models..wadmorecanisay..

shit...i'm always cheated

damn it..its 1 plus liao and i am still figurin out this piece of infra red shit..why am i always cheated?? i look nice to bully meh..fuck..even tat sim lim square pai kia try to sell mi some faulty stuff..nvm..i will return tomolo to sort thigs out..even if e receipt says GOODS SOLD R NON REFUNDABLE OR EXCHANGABLE haiz..eric accompanied me today..quite fun la..crappin with him..can tok abt anythin..can i onli clicke with VICTORIANS? i dunno or is there a prob with everyone else?? haiz..meetin eric and chee tomolo..outin..kinda lookin forward to it..even though there is no plan as to wat we r gonna do..i'm sure it will be fun...

wow..juz finished prelims today...feelin nothin at all...dun wanna do anythin...nothin much to do aniwae...juz feel like playin golf..is there nothin much i can do in life besides playin golf??
shitty life...drifting far away frm my frens in school...lucky there is still ah guan..guess he's my onli true fren ba....or maybe b'cos of our strong friendship ties or b'cos we have been frens for 5 yrs..?i dunno also..well..hope things get resolved soon