easy day

as usual, reported fer sai gang early in e morning..n we had loads to do. but of course, being me , i of course had a way to get out of it. and i did e bare minimum today..hahaha. yupx..n i juz practically slacked ard today. but i wasn allowed back to my bunk..so din slp in camp today..
guess dats y e tiredness is eatin into mi now..YAWNS.

recieved news frm staff tan dat i'll be one of e six to be attached to seletar camp fer 5 tonner and trailer training on 14 nov. dat means i'll be dere fer quite some time.. and as u noe, staff tan will be leaving soon and i have yet to do my assesment fer e SUV and IED bus..who knows if anyone wud still be able to do e assesment fer mi when i come back frm seletar. SHUCKS! and seletar is like so far lorz... BUT.... if i wud b able to do my assesment fer SUV n bus , den i wud be e most successful pioneer outta e 23!! cos i will be e onli one to be able to drive all e vehicles!!! achievement huh..lol

oh wells , we'll see how things goes.. bleahX. :X

vexed.

woke up @ 530 today to play golf with dad n mom. did i ever mention dat i dislike playin with dem? dad is always lookin fer balls when he already has loads of dem. i ever mentioned it to him b4 but he said dat its thrillin to pick balls frm e water. lol...wad rubbish..but nvm.

n no offense..but i think dat they tend to screw up my game..i dun noe y, but i always play exceptionally lousy when i play with dem. maybe its juz e lack of competition ..but i doubt so. i din use to have dis prob. i think its mainly due to me tryin too hard to prove to dem dat i can play good golf n get sme of their attention. Dad has always doubted my golfin abilities and i juz wanted to prove to him wad i could do. n always ended up trying to hard. but nvm..who cares...i'll juz lead e life i want..FUCK IT!!

hmm..i'm supposed to feel happy bout e holidays next wk..but i'm not. cant believe i haven gone out dis wkend..no wonder i'm feelin so...i dunno wad..vexed? or maybe its juz due to mi missin jan..lol

time really flies..jan's a's are juz round e corner. 9 days to her first paper. and it ends on e 22nd november. looks like i won see much of her ard btwn dis period of time. oh wells..haha.
juz hope she does well fer her a's and good enough fer her to go to e business. ( its wad u want , if i;m nt wrong..haha )

yupx..i shall flush down all unhappiness n worries into e toilet bowl. u can pass urs to mi too..i'll deal with it fer u.

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i juz feel shitty.. :x

haix..sucky day i had in camp today..was divided into grps of 4s to help e senior pioneers do stuff. n i was frped with 3 members frm e F4..n i was already like wad e hell...and we were assigned to help adriel..n shawn volunteered to help adriel.. F3 + shawn n adriel ( e 2 most FUCKED UP senior pioneers ) ..5 hit combo sia..n i knew wad was comin le..
fer ur info , these 2 senior pioneers r juz friggin sadistic..

luckily, i have sorta set up a rather aggresive reputation among e pioneers n shawn din dare to order me ard as much as he does to others...but nevertheless, e amt of shit wrk was exasperatin...n worst sstill...my fellow frens who were attached to do other work had finished theirs in a short while and juz sat there to tok kok..not even botherin to offer some help!
den dey juz went off w/o me fer lunch..can u imagine how friggin pissed i was...DAMN IT.

n when it as time to book out..mum called to inform mi dat i wud hav to go home myself cos sis needed her to fetch her. n so i took a goddamn compacted bus..n ...it rained..sso i waz forced to stop @ a taxi stand n waste my money on a stupid taxi ride..

WAD A FUCKED UP DAY!! but..haix..nvm. wads over is over..4get it ba..

shud be watchin tom yum goong with rondy and co. next wk..

but....

hmm..boring boring..wad shud i do dis wkend?

LOL.

well well well...

sian..my hands achin frm time crisis...lol. managed to unlock e rescue mode. looks like e game is nt dat short after all...kinda sad actually, bought e damn game fer so lng le now den realise got dis rescue mode thingy.

haix..golf today was sucky, couldn put a good score together. all b'cos of my damn short game..my feel n touch seemed to have disappeared. wad happened to my midas touch? come back to me..ya? lol. but i shud be grateful dat e modifications to my swing din do much destruction to my strickin of e ball..in fact, i'm hittin a lil more consistently. n made a couple of ultra lng drives today , ard 250 to 260 m...
-BEASTLY..yup, dats e word micheal used to describe e way james n i hit e ball...i seemed to be hitting e ball harder nowadays w/o myself realising it..must be e gd wrk of NS..haha

i'm finally eating @ home dis wkend..juz realiseddat its been a lng time since i ate home cooked food.

tis coming wk is gonna be tough , heard dat deres lotsa sai gang waitin fer us to do..DRATS..
n i tried to do pull ups yest..my head still hurts..looks like i gotta make another trip to e medical centre dis comin wed/thurs. sian..wad e fuck is wrong with me..

okie..c ya nxt wk bloggie!! :)

BorinG day

wad can i say..theres realli nuthin much to tok bout today..juz another lifeless day..SIAN

wanted to sleep till nn..but my damn body juz chose to wake up @ 930..couldn get back to slp..so went down fer breakfast. den went to chiong time crisis 3 on my PS2 fer a couple of hrs b4 mom made me go down again to eat e char kway teow she bought. i couldn help but believe my appetite's gettin smaller. i almost couldn finish it. i used to always think dat ah hock's char kway teow is too little but now i'm so full after havin it!! wad e hell. well, since i'm talkin abt it now, guys , if u wan some char kway teow, u gotta try ah hocks...its damn gd..i've bn eatin it since i was a kid. upper east coast rd kopitiam ( beside 7-11 )..hahaha

yupx..went fer my lesson with keith. he videotaped my swing and put it thru e computer..gosh..never knew my swing detiorated to such an extent..well, sux..i'm gonna have a hard time gg thru tis swing revolution.. :(

a couple of carlsberg during dinner seems to have little effect on me. looks like i'll need something more den beer to knock me out..haha. juz like e time @ claudine's house. A lil cup of tequila + a lil cup of brandy + a lil cup of whisky + half a cup of vodka shud do e trick..when can i ever get dead drunk like dat time again.
LOL..better not. my parents will kill me ( with their naggin ! )....muahaha

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ya know, its kinda weird, i was thinkin of u b4 i slp, i tot i saw u in my dreams , and e first thing i tot of when i woke up is still u..lol...wadeva

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gonna play 18 with james tml , finally. but after some modifications to my swing ( which i haven get used to yet ) by keith today , i doubt i'll put together a gd game tomolo..ugh..wadeva

yawns..time to sleep le i suppose. haha..niteZzzz

nite jan. :)

slack slackz

harlow! ~ i'm back...lol.

had a 5 km run this morning @ seletar camp. annual cross country meet. and i made me think back abt how much things have changed fer me.

e 5 km tis morning felt so freakin short fer me...i din even had e chance to sprint e final stretch cos i'm not familiar with e route..yet i finished it before i even knew it..not as in e timiing, but i wasn exhausted or watsoever, still full of energy @ e end of e run. could still remember bout 1 yr + ago , during e college 5 km road run, 5 km felt so freakin long to me..n i was so freakin exhausted @ e end of e run.

had been thinkin how much e army hav changed me...i had done a 24 km route march in full battle order , did SOC , ran 21 km and most importantly , a change of hairstyle..haha.
never in my life did i ever think dat i would march 24 km with a 10 kg field pack, 4 kg rifle , 1kg helmet and a 1 kg SBO and never did i ever tot of runnin 21 km!! and to complete it in a timing i wld b proud of.
n NEVER NEVER wld i hav cut dat lng hair of mine away if not fer e army. i had wanted to kp shrt hair a lng time ago but i was afraid i wldn lk nice with it..turns out fine to me.. :) n best of e best- i dun nd a comb..haha

have slept fer abt 4 hrs since i came back...so nice!! :):)

gotta go hav dinner with e guys in my bunk..ken's b'day. rather sian...but i guess i hav to turn up huh ?

my headaches been much better, it doesn hurt now. prob cos i haven been tryin to exert strength dis few days. gotta thank jan fer fightin it with me..haha

well, so much fer now.

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Some pple juz DUN GET IT!! Argh..

haix..today is such a bad bad day..shouldn hav gone to play 9 holes since i knew james wasn gg..but i went anyway cos i haven been playin on course fer quite some time.

so started off with me bro n micheal @ e tee box. dn C. meng came later with his father taggin behind him. i wanted to play with micheal cos i wanted to c where his standard is now. cos his swing is gd n i wanted to see y he is still stuck at ard hadicap 14...n of course to see whther he is anywhere near me yet..

yup, den chee meng wanted to join us , i said ok tho i wouldn reealli like to play with him. n he wanted his dad to join us as well , and he made mike join e flight behind us when he already tee'd off..wad e fuck. n did i ever mention tis sunday 9 hole thingy is fer e club's junior team onli? parents r onli allowed if they have to take care of their YOUNG children..and godamn ah meng is 19 le!!! fark. i was so goddamn pissed dat all my mood fer playin instantly diminished.

can't they understand e msg i was tryin to convey to dem thru my tone and expression? I DUN WANNA PLAY WITH U!!!

played 3 holes n it started drizzlin , and i juz walked back to e clubhouse w/o informing my flightmates...i gotta admit its rather rude but i was already damn pissed.

i'm rather ok with ah meng on frens but i dun like to play with him lehz..both father n son talk too much fer their own good...cant they juz keep their shitty mouth shut? n juz..FUCK OFF?? and he is lousy now la..i gotta admit he used to be rather gd but dats like 5 yrs ago la..he hasn been providin mi with a competitive feelin ever since.

i nd gd players to play with me, help me build up e competitive feelin in me once more and also to take my game up to another level. james..better come back frm thailand fast dude..

oh did i say i booked lessons le? its about 1500 bucks..fer 10 lessons and my mom was like naggin dat dads tryin to cut costs ...nag nag. i dun hear her naggin at my sis at all..ok she's gg fer sea games..but wad boout my sis's other stuff..argh..DAMN!!!

haix..i dun care le la..juz make sure i enjoy my life can le..dun bother bout stuff ard me anymore... :(

conclusion..i wasted all my time tis morning till nw. -SHIT-

its till raining heavily outside nw..its been rainin since 11 tis morning and its already 4 now... gotta go try sleep le..dun wanna waste e gd weather.

chowZ.

Gigolo united!

hey, i'm HANZ, e one whos god damn BIG below..haha

ok..went practicin at e range today..discoverin i'm still hittin rather long despite nt touchin my clubs at all fer bout 1 wk plus/2 wks ? hittin my 8 iron 140 m..power rite? hahaz

yupz..den joined frondy, chongster n gibby to watch deuce bigalow : european gigolo @ suntec..gosh..i was rushin to meet dem cos i went rite frm occ there. e show was @ 4 and i juz reached city hall mrt at 3:50!! n trust me..i never ever notice dat e stretch frm city hall mrt to suntec was so freakin lng till today..yup. but i managed to fast walk and reached suntec at 3:59. and guess where they where? chongster was still enjoying his ban mian at KOPITIAM fd court. and we entered bout 410.
trust gibby to msg me to hurry up cos eng wah got very lil commercials. made me hurry like fark.

e movie was a dosappointment, maybe i had too high expectations in e first place or somethin.. it wasn as funny as 40 yr old virgin...nor as dirty. and its kinda lame too. but it was okay lor..but definitely nt worth 9.50 bucks. yupx..and its fucking short...ended at 520.
dat means we watched e goddamn movie fer 1hr 10 mins nia..wad e hell..10 bucks fer this shit.

tho its nt as dirty as 40 yr old virgin, lucky i din watch with jan . cos did i ever mention how pai sei i was when i watched 40 yr old virgin with jan? there were some dirty scenes and i gotta admit i was so embarrased with jan ard. yupz..will try nt to wactch such sick movies with jan agn..sav dem fer chongster..haha

yupz..den went to queenstown mrt to meet dad and co. cos sis wanted to change e headcover fer her 1000 over bucks driver cos it was spoilt. turned out dat e shop closed leh.. and sis pissed me off e moment i spoke to her..i was so angry lor..come on man , i haven seen her at all since las sat till 7 p.m just now and e first thing she did was snap at me sayin : NONE OF UR BUSINESS!
trust me, i wanted so much to slap her. but oh wells, wad to do..

jan juz msged me..lks like she's doin well with her revision..dats gd..i'm so very happy fer her. :)
good luck jan.

thank god its fri!! i'm serious...

yest was one of e nicer fridays i had..was given off by staff tan fer doing standby on thurs..so wad was i doin in town with jan? she shud be studyin rite? y am i gg out wit her !??

answer : i dunno..i kinda just wanna see her..juz wanna see her..quite bo liao reason also..but i dunno y..dun ask mi..lol. yupz..its juz one wk onli..haiyo..wads comin ard me arh? sometimes i juz wish we had taken a photo together or somethin..

well, met her @ kino..cos i was late..darn me!! i'm always late..shit. haix..actually i knew i might not make it even at 245..y couldn i say meet at 3 instead..well..once agn..dumb me.
den went walkin ard b4 deciding to hav fish n co at wheelock's. decided to stop by at borders first cos it waz too early..and jan showed me all those choc books...its kinda fantastic..i dunno, but i was kinda amazed by e wonders u can do to chocs..and it made me CRAVE fer dem..haha. den did some quizes and more browsin..believe me..i had never ever enjoyed myself so much in a book store b4. :)

wanted to hav fondue at fish n co but had to wait fer quite some time, so we decided to hav seafd platter instd. i gotta admit i was a lil disappointed but well , everything will taste gd with her ard..haha. yupx..

of course, it could hav bn a nice nice fri if not fer e vomittin when i got home..its kinda weird too..i gotta admit i was rather full, but definitely nt to e extent of puckin tho..oh wells..i guess its due to myweak stomache nt being able to accomadate e oily seafd..poor me..haha

well, i'm alive n kickin now..so CHEERS

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THANK U SO MUCH... U JUST BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE. ;)

happy me :)

here i come agn bloggie!! cant help but express my happiness over here.

i'm constantly grinnin to myself at e tot of dat msg..i'm so happy to 'see' u telling me dat. hmm..dats how i feel too. :)

gotta prepare to bk in le.. c ya folks!

i'll have a sweeet slp tonite. :p

haix..its a hoax again

wa lau..i've been waitin for e damn SAF to recall me back to unit..so u can say i hav been carryin my damn phone ard w mi everywhere i go 24-7..juz to wait fer dat damn call..even when i go to e toilet... N wad now...its fuckin 1620 now and i hav yet to be recalled. bet its a hoax again. damn..dun understand why e SAF derives pleasure seein us gettin on our nerves. FUCK U!!

can still vividly remember dat fat bitch tellin mi to not eat my fd on e train. can still remb dat pudgy face tellin mi..hey boy, please dun eat ah..i cannot stand e smell. u heard wad dey juz said abt nt eatin rite? i waz lik oh yeah...can u juz gladly fuck off? but i juz gave her a cold stare n refrained myself frm eatin. she muz b jealous dat she cant eat cos she's juz too fat!!
well..bt i gotta admit is my fault dere..bt no one likes to b criticized rite? i juz cant help defendin myself.

talk bout yest nite...actually..throughout e wk, i got so much to tell jan, but i was @ a loss for words at coffee bean yest.. ma mind juz blacked out..how come ah? and suddenly i remembered today..nvm. i'll tell her when i rmb the nxt time i c her again. :)

SIan..have been watchin tv all day..watchin e laz piece of vcd for e chinese drama dad bought. juz realized i left it hangin ard fer so long dat i kinda couldn link e story anymore. anywayz..i juz watched it and e bits n pieces slowly came back. den i watched e INITIAL D dvd my sis bought frm brunei durin e time i was watchin it in e cinema. wad e fuck rite? there i was watching it for $8.50 and she was @ brunei buyin it fer god damn 3 bucks?? and when she came back dat time..i told her y din she tell mi earlier..den i can save some money..anywayz..nvm la. cinema gt better atmosphere rite? juz din get e correct company dat time...shao baoz..lol
N i gotta admit e quality of dat dvd is top grade..freakin clear!! anyway, i wun mind watchin it 10 times..its juz C@@L !!!

can't wait fer my dad to buy me a car. will he buy me e car i want? or buy e car he wants? my dad only has eyes fer BMWs N MERZ la...accordin to my memory...he has changed both cars lotsa time..and onli 1 fact doesn change..both r always BMWs n BenZs...rmb he tried to change to a mitsubishi 7 seater once fer grandma's convenience..n i could tell he doesn like it..cos after grandma passed away..he change it back to his BM..its kinda impractical rite? spend so much on these cars.
I juz wan a EVO 9 or a RX-8. or at least a Tuscani plz. but i shud b fortunate if i even have a car to drive. business nt goin well fer dad anyway..so i shudn hav high expectations..lol

juz realized i have been very vulgar after i got into e ARMY...all e SAF's fault. FUCK U FUCK U FUCK SAF man!!!

bloody hell..there i go agn..

sweet.

i like my sat nite..hope u do too. :)

a faintin experience

Sorta fainted after pt yest...wad e fuck..e mighty fit mi collapsing...so malu sia..

my ego's hurt..ouch

well..it waz juzst a fucking short 5 km run..din run realli fast..took 21mins to complete lor..sian. but dunno hw come i can dun feel well after dat also. den i started seein white spots after being made to do push ups after e run..was doin cool down and i couldn stand properly..so cpl liang..e medic came in. and after some rest in e shade n 2 cups of water..i was alive and kickin again! and he even asked mi if its e 1st time i ran 5km...

i was like harlow!!! ur father here has juz completed 21 km in 2hr 12 min and 30 sec 3 wks ago lor...5 km is peanuts la..but i was juz too weak to say so at dat moment. guess it muz b e damn parade e laz few days suckin my vitality away..and serious lack of water.

aniway..i'm back..feelin good once again..ROARZ!!!!

it seems u hav found my bloggie huh? its alright..@ least u can keep him company when i fail to update him..lol. its ok la..dun feel bad. :)

wkend is here le..but mobilisation exercise comin along now..dunno will activate not..if it does..better happen ard noon...den afternoon can go watch movie. 40 yr old virgin! heard uncle chong say damn funny..gotta catch it man..

stef sun's album out today..got it..nt bad..din disappoint mi...keep up e gd job..hope record sales will boom. haix..got a couple of cds onli listen once or twice nia..and i'm still constantly collectin dem...kinda wasted...lol

haix..so sian

on half day off now for participatin in dat god damn parade...2 farkin days under e hot sun..i'm totally burnt now...and i tink my face lks a lil like a tomato now..lol.

was happy with news dat can go for off today..but in e end also very sian..shao bao dey all dun wanna watch movie..den rondy and e rest went to eat..told dem if wanna do anythin else den call mi dwn to join dem lor..no news yet..but dun tink i'll go anyway..totally sian..juz dun wanna do anythin...

i dun noe y..but somehow i feel dat she is a lil stressed abt e relationship btwn us. dunno how to ask but i wud prefer if she can just be direct and like tell mi wad she's thinkin. at least i won have to speculate..hmm..anyway..hope she don dwell too much bout it. After all..i think her priority is her A's. dun wan her to flop it b'cos of mi..
:( anyway..its saddenin to note dat she's note doin well in school..makes mi feel so BAD.

aiya..dunno la..juz let nature take its course la. Hmm..so sian..i'll juz go sleep ba.. Zzzzzz

hmm...is dat a YES?

juz realised its been over a mnth since i last updated ma bloggie...hiya..long time no see. :)

din c jan for almost a mnth till last wk..all due to her prelims. well..in fact i totally gave up my golf last wk and spent e whole wkend with jan..so happy! :) just realized dat i kinda miss her so much for e few wks i din c her...hmm..tink i really like her le..

ok..so went fer lunch with jan laz sat...she brought me to this place which serves rather gd food...had a great time dining n chattin..den went walk walk..but weather so hot..so i suggested taking refuge in e cinema..wanted to watch red eye..but stopped screenin le..so ended up buyin newspaper to check where else got movies dat we wanna watch...so weird opening up e newspaper at e streetside..but everythin's fine as long as jan's with me.. :) settled fer watchin cinderalla man..cool..nt bad movie. nice sat spent.

last sun was like so bad...borede to tears..luckily jan msged mi..turned out dat she's bored too.l..so i suggested having sticky chewy choc! and we ended up @ suntec. just felt so gd...it just melts in ur mouth..and its so swt lor..e ice cream sweetens my mouth and jan sweetens my heart..haha :p was so happy last wkend.

oh..n did i mention dat i finally hinted to jan dat i'm gonna jio her. told her i like her..and turned out dat she feels e same bout mi too. i'm so HAPPY! its juz so wonderful. :D

so..back to dis wk..went bowlin on friday's off day...bowled bout 150 average. Golf on sat mornin..shot 83..nt bad fer a guy who hasn played on course fer 2 wks...and bowled in e afternoon...2 games..warm up 125..2nd game 187...only laz 2 frames open nia...so happy!!! its like all of a sudden..everythings gg well fer me...juz hope my golf dun fail mi next sat... LEAGUE SELECTION TRIAL!!! MUST make it lor...

yar..n sis bought a new driver...$ 1300 + lehz..damn..i'm gettin jealous agn... :x

actually...truthfully speakin..i was lookin forward to see if jan's free to go out agn tis wkend..but it seems dat she's startin to mug again..cannot distract her ah.

haix..die le la..my mind is so full of her now la..wasn so serious in e 1st place one..juz wanna 'sian' cha bor nia.. but i'm REALLY fallin for her le.. lol..

hey jan..u brighten up my life... thankZ :)