PASSED.

went for drving test this morning. 825 am.stressed, scared...wadever. but who cares? i passed. yep. screwed up my circuit a lil...my vertical parking. always so near perfect till my test. oh wells, i shant elaborate but hell...i got 4 pts off frm parkin! yep. but overall passed with 14 demerit pts. with all e lame mistakes like failing to check mirrors, safety check and all.

Hecks. See me on e road soon.


SWIFT AS A CADILLAC , STING LIKE A BEE.


VrOOOOm.

Are we near the end??

This is it. Yes yes. we quarelled again. i dunno the whole purpose of this. since we are quarelling so often..wouldn it be better if we just break up? i dunno. really. and yet, e reluctance in my heart juz won allow me to do so. wad is holding me back? perhaps its love, perhaps not.

its time to face up to reality. e honeymoon period is way OVER. now is e time we shud sit back and think bout us. our future. is there one? i dunno. and yet i still cant forget e very first jan i met. on 18 june. e jan i fell head over heels with. i gotta stop lookin back.

sometimes i just wonder...we always told each other..we can see our future together. did i really see a future? or did i just put a picture of our future together in my head. putting it in and forcing myself to believe dat we will have a happy ending. i dunno.

i am not ssying dat we are neAR e end. no, we are not. its juz dat i am beginning to doubt this relationship. and i really think she shud give it some serious tot too.
However, if she still continues to show such attitude which i cant tolerate...
it might be over sooner den we would expect.


DAMN HER.

she's driving me nuts!!

stress stress stress. Had my first peak hour driving lesson on wed. The ever so confident me suddenly became not so confident. i always tot i could drive well. but i'm not so sure anymore. the traffic is juz too heavy in ubi at 0830 hrs in e morning to conduct a driving test. and i feel dat it wud b a near impossible task to pass it while observing 100% traffic rules. if u wanna do pure safe overtaking... = impossible

got pressured by staff to regain my last yr's fitness level by sept, befoire he posts out. i am no longer as fit as i used to. i am 7 kg heavier den i used to be last year. thanks to jan. anyways, yeah...i am trying to cut back on my weight. and putting more effort in keeping myself fit. i dunno...but i feel dat i have shed a few kilos le...and i'm definitely regaining my fitness..slowly. At least i can run 12 km w/o any kick now...no breathlessness or tiredness. just dat timing wise i'm still not as fast as last year. but its good enuff le. :)
Stress..next months IPPT.

Just when i tot dats e end...now its JAN. fuck. she's telling me dat she thinks dat we shud meet less often..when we are already meeting much less often..ever since she started school. and i haven even added e neglection i have received. she thinks she doesn have enuff time to study. DAMN. she said she studies better in e night. yep, and so i made e effort to not talk so much every night, keeping chats between 15- 30 mins. sometimes more but it had been weeks since we last had a chat exceeding an hr. All done so dat she could study. and wad happens ??
SHE WENT TO SLEEP. and she's blaming me for having to spend so much time with me. fine. i dunno wad else to say. when i said to not talk at night, she insists on talkin. fine.
i have done wadever she wants me to. but she always changes her mind...and its getting on my nerves. its irritating. take tomorrow for example. she said she wanted to go out. fine. den now she wants to stay at home.
i've done all she wants me to do. yet i always get e blame.
FUCK>.

Great Fireworks( din see it tho) FUCKIN ugly S'poreans

watched 2 movies laz week. cick n tokyo drift. aint dat bad...click was goddamn funny, with a tinge of life lessons in it. Jan cried at the ending part...lol. yeah..but thanks to my shoulders, i stopped her from crying in no time.

tokyo drift was cool, but somehow i felt that e storyline or rather e plot was a bit stupid. juz about a nutty teenager who cant discpline himself and goes ard playin w cars. but e ctunts are cool, and dats undeniable.

tried e new restaurant which took over Marche at Heeren yesterday. ViL'Age. well, its no different from Marche. it took over like dat and continued running e business left dwn by marche. everything was e same. EXACTLY. even e booths remained untouched. i wonder how Marche din bother to sue them..or do dey belong to e same company?? hmmm..wadever.
Anyways, we ate there not knowing wads gg on and finished our meal and walked out realising dat our receipt could actually redeem us an ice cream and a bottle of apple soda, with purchases of 15 bucks and 10 bucks in a single receipt. COOL. (:
so we left Orchard feeling full and contented.

Arrived at esplanade to catch e National Day fireworks display. WAD A CROWD!!! too many pple this year..and we had trouble gettin to esplanade right from city hall mrt??!!!
DAmN..and wad an ugly scene. pple pple pple and trees. all i could see was trees blocking my view and yet i had to deal with ppl pushing and steppin on my feet. my darling got so unwell due to e lack of oxygen.

and s'poreans...really live it up to be ugly. makes me feel so ashamed of being one. they climbed over railings, jaywalked across heavy traffic- not heeding e safety of e drivers and their own, trampled on e plants and flowers juz to hope to get a glimpse of e fireworks. and guess wad, all these were done right under e nose of e policemen and marshals. they paid no heed to em.

DISGUSTED. dats my darling's and my conclusion.

oh wells, TP's coming up soon. gettin real nervous.