>.< so pai sei..haha

lol...guess who i saw when i was with jan on e bus ride to her home. her dad. yes..her DAD. wah lao eh..i was kinda stunned. :[] ... and we din even noe wad when he got on e bus..so... >.<

anyway..i juz sorta smiled weakly and gave a small wave. Hi~...lol. yep. but anywayz , it was an eventful day off. of course , e brainy one passed his Basic theory test. yup..dats me.

before dat, i went to parkway for my haircut. psst..got one new hairstylist ..i muz admit , ta..she's rather pretty. and i kinda secrectly hoped dat she would be e one washing and cuttin my hair for me. but no..i knew i wouldn be dat lucky. haha.

yep..den proceeded to bugis to meet jan. i was earlier..so i went walk walk and managed to but a shirt at topman. 69 bucks..but i kinda regretted it last night. dun tink i really liked it..and there was a nicer one at POA...cheaper too. lol..too late. and kinda pai sei la..i tink e salesgirl quite shy to measure my sleeve for alteration. my gosh..she shy for wad sia...i shud be shy lor..LOL. wad is she tinkin....so i just puffed one side of my cheek and gave e huh? look.

and den jan arrived. she said she wannna go bugis street see see walk walk. i gotta admit i was quite surprised. my dear princess actually wanna go to bugis street? so packed , crowded , hot and a lil dirty? but when i saw her enthu look, i guess she was expectin it to b better. and yup..she was disappointed. lol.

after basic theory, went to chomp chomp fer dinner. besides e oily smell stuck on our shirts..it was..YAY! good food. and of course..theres dis FAT BLACK BI*CH who doesn noe a single shit bout courtesy. i was standin rite in front of her and there she was, not givin a hell about it when one of e seats was occupied by her belongings.
y cant she juz get back to little india?
stingray, sotong, hokkien mee ( which wasn as great as b4 ) and my ultra large sugar can3!!!
d3n jan brought mi to this ice cube place..which she went with jerry e day before...4 letters on e impression it gives mi..N I C E !! cool place. too bad, its at serangoon. rather inaccessible to mi la..lol

yar..and e bus ride home... ><

things gettin a lil hard to coordinate today. i aint shy to say, i'm a rather good planner, always plans ahead , thinks far , has backup plans and gets things going smoothly my way thru my plans. but fer today , e uncertainty of gettin into MoS sorts of screw up stuff..big time. but i'll sort it out. (:

nt being around fer KG this yr makes me feel bad. i kinda realised how lousy a buddy i was. nv ard fer him (sometimes )...but i got to noe many ppl will be gg fer e thingy today. so i guess my abscence wid be ok..and kg's urging me to spend time with my gf.
BEST FRIENDS KNOW BEST. thanks guan. fer e kind understandinG. (:

dats all i have to say today. its gonna be another eventful day or rather night.
wait fer my update ppl. :P

closer. :)

juz back frm meeting my darling. i'm glad to say, we're gettin closer. :) and luckily , i think its all flowing naturally, great! :) dat kinda saves me frm being shy shy de..haha.

yup..met at PS to watch chronicles of narnia. kinda glad she din go fer work today..lol. firstly, i get to spend more time with her.. 2ndly , we were able to catch e 6 o clock show. if not , i reckon we might have to got fer e 11 plus one..haha. not a bad movie, and with jan by my side , it all e more made it a better movie.

did a bit of window shoppin today. although i already have wad clothes to buy in mind , i kinda found 2 backup clothes for myself to buy in case i cant get e clothes i planned to buy. i kinda realised i have too many wants..its impossible to satisfy my hunger. sometimes i think its kind of unfortunate fer dad to have a son like me huh>? but of course , i DO think before i spend..( n dats y i still have so many wants ) i always prioritise my stuff de lor.

den we had dinner at eclectic attire..oops..i meant eclectic attic. kinda interesting place. dinner in a furniture shop. cool huh? food was not bad, if not a lil oily. but e interesting thing was we took lotsa pictures. and she mischeviously took plenty of mine unnoticed too... naughty jan! haha..

yep..but too bad her dad wants her home due to unforseen circumstances..lol. however,, i guess it wasn too bad la..cos since it was still early , i could accompany her home and still get a bus home after dat. :)

like i said, i'm willing to do anything for her. or at least, i'll try my best. (:
its been 2 hrs..and i'm missing u already..lol.

I'm oN a BinGe..fat fat le

hey guys..i'm back le. i guess time just flies when u r golfing. a game of 18 holes would practically take up 3/4 of ur day le..unless u play real early in e morning. yep..my chrismas day and boxing day was over right in a blink an eye.

Its been some time since i have played at southlinks. e course had undergone some changes..but e greens suck now. my game sucked too..but i think it was still ok? probably cos i'm hitting rather long.. making it slightly easier. but i'm glad..i'm reaching e par 5s in 2 strokes rather den 3..dats very 'ego boosting'..hehe

back yest..had dinner at marina mandarin. its been hotel dining fer e past 3 meals at e different mandarins in s'pore. tho some of e vouchers had expired , there's still e 20 % off total bill for members. den i realised y..cos dad said he might not ne joining next year anymore. my mom is discouraging him frm joining..so i guess....haix. i noe kinda waste money la..but i like e idea of dining there..so shuang. hahaha

yup..back to e dinner..it was an international buffet at aquamarine. and it was like so class la.,.e food were so beautiful dat i was a lil reluctant to eat it at first. and there were e fresh lobsters , scallops , crabs , sushi , and many others dat i dun really noe their name. juz lotsa food dat i never seen before. den e desserts, there were like dunno hw many types of cakes there , and cookies..and fondue..and ice cream. i cant help feeling like i was in heaven lor...haha
althiugh i tried very hard to finish tasting all, it wasn possible. maybe half e types of food available.
i'll try bring jan there one day..sometime next yr ba. (:

was missing jan right on e morning of christmas day le..its been like a few hrs only. e time span btwn after meeting her and when i start missing her is gettin shorter and shorter le. is it good or bad ? lol. i guess its kinda good fer her dat i'm missing her but tough on me? haha. but its good to noe she's missin me as well? :p
of course..i'm missin her right now. seems dat she's not feelin very well. i hope she's fine. how can my princess fall sick?

i'm meeting her later..hooray! i hope time slows down fer us. really. time flies for us when we are together..even tho we arent doin anything.

gotta prepare le..meeting her soon.chowZ. (:

unpredictable.. :/ Merry Xmas

i knew it..thiings will tend to screw up.firstly , pubbin was cancelled . i made myself available den a whole lot of ppl who always wants me to go out suddenly came up with lotsa reasons to not go out tonight. wad e fuck.

and fer ur info..i have been given four extras..yesterday. 1 by lt ron and 3 by sgt andy? to hell with andy man..fuck him. anyway..i am damn pissed with my stupidity dat i actually followed xiao bai's idea of gg back bunk to wait fer our assessment. and looked wad happened...we pissed nava off so badly, din have our assessment.. and picked up 4 extras. fuck..i dun care. i'll get myself outta it or i will try to delay e extras. damn..even in 36..no matter hw much i play punk..nobody gives mi extras..nobody. and if fuckin andy doesn review this matter..den its e last straw. he won expect anything extra outta me ... i will only do my stuff and fuck care about all other stuff. and i'll start appealin to be placed back in 36. to hell with them being short handed and all..i'm there to help them and i have to put up with all this shit. FUCK.

went to meet my dear jan yest, after her work. we finally wen to e choc cafe! MAX BRENNER"S CHOC BAR. its superb. it kinda felt like a choc feast le..we each had hot choc mug , and choc fondue and choc licks ... i tell ya..its heavenly. but its a pity we cant really finish everything. ( or did we ) and its not very expensive..still ok. so i guess one of these days when i am having a craving for chocs, i might b headin dwn there agn. with my darling of course. (:
den we went strolling around e esplanade..den to fullerton. we walked and talked and walked and talked..and of course..ee pictures! :D such a simple activity actually brought me so much joy. i guess its bcos of e company. yep..and we wnt home at abt 2? first time i stayed out so late with jan. guess many other more chances in future . dun u agree ? (:

umm..yeah..back to today. yep..woke up ard 8 plus to send sis to e national stadium fer her stupid gym training before proceeding for our dim sum. i dunno, must b e chocs last night, i think i must have woke up smiling la..and i couldn eat much..cos i was stll full? lol. yep..den met jan in town in e afternoon. sorta got stuck in heeren cos of e rain. den procceded to plaza singapura's gelare for our waffle! yum yums..slurps. i can still imagine how delicious it was. even more with her ard. (:

eric called to say he was grounded. not allowed to go town for a week? lol..wad rubbish. and he actually allowed himself to be?!
den elias called to say he wanna meet me at 10 tonight. dat was when my darling have left me and when i was heading for dinner with my family. Great..and wad was i supposed to do frm 7 plus till 10? and i'm alone fer goodness sake..i just cant imagine myself strollin ard orchard in btwn crowds on a christmas eve ..ALONE. yep..so i called it off..and here i am..

yep..met dad and mom at mandarin hotel again..fer dinner. dunno wads into them..finding an addiction to dine there? lol. yep..but its kinda stupid la..cos e prices of e food in e menu actually has increased significantly since last week? juz bcos its christmas eve..wad e fuck.

i'm kinda tired now..not sure y. and i'm so sian dat i'm at home now. i really want to join jan at indochine. kinda worried. but..haix.. i suppose i cant today. dad is sure to be unhappy dat i'll be leavin home once i get back. shouldn have came back lor...sian. and i juz received her msg tellin me dat she's a lil scared and even now, on e bus , someone is trying to get to noe her ? hell...she havent replied me yet.if anything is gonna crop up..i'll cab right down. i'm feeling kinda useless right nw.. :(
sorry my dear , pls forgive me. :(

anyway..merry X mas ppl..

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it was a mere 4 hrs..but it was kinda enough for this christmas. it made up for all my screwed up plans and all. e joy you bring to mi, it hard to put into words. u gotta feel it. do u? i'm really happy today. and i'm missing you already. hope u miss me too. :p

p.s dun believe e book. i only have eyes for you. :) Hugs.

call me corporal!

i'm a corporal le. :) finally..can don up everything at one go le..rank, marksman and ippt badge.
but e sad thing is , i was actually promoted last week.. but no one at 36 even bothered to inform e 6 of us here at 39. and Wj had to call them yest before we knew. looks like it doesn matter if we are goin back or not. they have forgotten about us le...lol. or they juz dun bother.

went for lesson with luke agn yest.,.gosh..no improvement, it sorta got worse..in another way. lol..die. i dun even feel like gg to indonesia this wkend le... den met up with jan fer dinner. ate at this place in amk central before taking bus 25 home. at first jan said she wants to accompany me...i tot she meant waiting for my bus. but she actually accompanied mi thru e whole bus ride on 25. i was kinda shocked..but touched. dats so sweet of her la...even tho she was so tired. i mean..actually it should be e guy doing dat ?! shame shame... :( yep..and jan paid fer e meal,..lol. i dunno leh..sometimes i want to pay de or i dun wanna accept money frm jan after i have paid..but..i'm afraid she might be unhappy leh..i dunno la..lol. i think she doesn like ba..dunno..

yep..slacked e whole day today. like wad jan said.. sleep , get food and get paid...lol. dats quite true to a certain extent. but i'm sacrificing a bit of freedom lei! haha..
had CO evening cum X mas dinner just now. quite nice dinner and had delicious log cake, puffs and ice cream! was so damn full lor..den when i got home , i still ate tangyuan. die..i'm like going on a binge lor..haha. later i too fat jan dun wan me le..hahaha.

tentatively going fer 5 ton with trailer assessment test tomorrow morning. den bookin out at 12. Half day off! :D too bad jan's workin. but ok..i'll go work on my newly adjusted swing..to make sure i won fare too badly in indonesia and blow my temper out in e golf course there...lol.

kinda tired..dunno why. maybe its bcos i'm very full? or bcos i din manage to fall asleep in camo today? i dunno..maybe i'll just try to sleep early tonight. festive wkend. :) tentatively gg pubbing with elias during X mas eve..i dunno hw i'm gonna do it..but i'm expecting myself to be heading home right after countdown. go home get a couple of hrs of slp before proceeding to indonesia e nxt morning. and maybe try to ask jan out durin noon ? haix..easy to plan..but u never know..life is unpredictable. hope i won have to replan. :p

tired..like a shaggy dog

so tired..could have slept in camp e whole morning..but i juz couldn get myself to fall asleep. yeah..and so i juz lied there..thinkin of lotsa of things. i am still as happy as i was on sunday night. how i wish this feeling could just go on forever. puppy love..haha.

and yup..i dunno why, prob bcos i was too bo liao..but suddenly jeremy sorta got into my head while i was lying on my bed? why ? is it bcos i see him as a threat..? no no no..cant be..hw can he threaten me ? and i trust her. (: but if he really wants to date jan on 6th of jan , den i guess i would more or less be a lil worried la..wad wud u expect from a guy who wants to pick up someone frm her house when he never ever met her in person before? and his bike..dangerous la... juz hope he dun do stupid things..
bo liao life in camp..start thinkin of bo liao stuff..think too much sia..LOL

just arrived home juz now frm grandma's death anniversary ceremony/ritual ..wadeva la.. kinda sian. but i gotta go thru it la..i respect the dead. was fighting e Z monster while e things were goin on. haha.

when i went there, i could feel and see e bewildered looks on most ppl's face. i can tell dat many of em couldn recognise me at first. den ppl came up sayin i look younger la..look better la..etc.
of course.. i feel flattered..but on e other hand..it made me think..did i really look dat bad last time? lol
den my sis told my cousin to stop praising me..cos she's boosting my already high ego.. LOL...my sis lei..and she act said dat..haiyo.

and den..it kinda set mi thinkin agn..when i was kinda bored.. it was actually thru NS dat i gained back my sec schooldays confidence and in fact much more confidence. e betrayal and backstabbing during JC actually left mi kinda disappointed and drained of trust and confidence. yup..my BMT mates got mi to place trust back in friends..as in ya..to make new frens..and i was sorta e centre of attratction then..( actually now too ) cos of e bullshit, pranks and basically fun i brought to them..yup..and dats y i actually dared to sorta get to noe jan then. and it was actually thru NS which made me change my image ( as in my hair and all )..so i asked myself a quest. if i din change my hairstyle and all and still looked like when i was in jc , wud jan still accept me?

LOL..I AM SO BO LIAO.

sleep sleep.

nite dear. :)

Happy happy happy.. (:

u can still see mi grinning to myself right now.

i dunno wad to say..but i'm sure glad i managed to pop up e quest today. no doubt its not e way i wanted..but i did.

i can still vividly remember cases where i lost my guts and juz let girls go like dat. e case of Ed, i onli manged to clarify our feelings before a few yrs later on and dat was when every bit of dat feeling is gone. i juz let her slip by.
den e case of e 2 good frens , A and M... i was kinda sure both of em kinda liked me..but, i din have e guts to ask. and again..i let em go..juz like dat.

dats y tonight, or rather last night , i was determined to make it clear. i'm not gonna let her slip by me. i'm glad i did..and i was so happy dat she said YES. those words juz sent butterflies in my stomach..heart..wadeva.
so yar..if u are reading this, u prob noe why i was determined to ask u. i reckoned if i just wait , i won pop up e question and we prob will go on like dis forever ?! and i might juz let u slip past mi too..no.

I'm glad i asked. and i'm elated to hear u say YES.
guess its abt time fer u to find out more good points abt me... (:

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see how happy i am? u asked mi whether i would be able to sleep if u said no or if u didn reply.
i think either way , be it a yes or a no..i still wouldn be able to sleep. :)

mornInG!

back frm camp. :) duty yest was so sian..warrant elaine worked OT yest nite..and made me her 'personal office boy' ...lol. had to arrange , photostat and staple docs for her..lol..e photostating part was so ultimately tedious. she had ard 50 diff docs which had 3 pieces per doc. and i have to print 4 copies of each doc. sounds confusing right? dats y..imagine doing it!!!

dads angry with sis..i dunno over wad.. my mom doesn noe too..and my sis herself doesn noe as well...dad..bad temper..weird temper..haix. so celebration fer sis b'day tonight...will it still be on? lol.

had a weird dream last night.. i dreamt dat jan was migrating or smth..den she told mi..and i sorta cried and refuse to let go of her hand?!? lol..wad was i dreaming of..funny..haha. must be e channel 8 drama last night la..lol.
or is it because e last thing i see before i sleep is her message and e first thing i see when i wake up is also her message. which means my mind wud b thinkin of her before i sleep and reminded of her e first i wake up.
but i dun wanna have such a dream anymore..i hate sad dreams.

din go to e gym juz now..lol..too sian to do so. but i went to train my pull ups last evening..not bad..wasn as bad as i tot. could still manage my old standard...of course..with a lil difficulty..haha.

SLACK SLACK..

duty on sunday wasn dat bad..time passed much faster den i tot...but very irritated..cos i COULDN fall aslp even tho i slept only ard 2 hrs plus e nite b4...so i was on e tv e whole day..frm kids central to star awards to chi serial dramas... LOL.

yest wasn dat bad..slack slack..couldn rmb wad i did..so i guess its nuthin. had a short game of bball with junyong and guys after dinner. a lil rusty..but could still play..so wasn dat bad.. :) den chatted in e canteen after i had my bath. kinda nice to see dem agn..after all..i suffered 1 month of chemical defence training with dem. :)

had a rather lng chat with jan at nite..feels kinda good to chat with her on e phone again. i dunno why , but i was actually smiling to myself when i knew dat i was gg to tok to jan on e phone. :)

one part of our conversation was on this fren of hers called edward or smth..this guy, according to her description.. i think is kinda like me.. lol. i guess i'm quite good at ermm.. pickin girls up to make friends or sweet talking ( accordin to ppl ) wadeva la..but dats dat. i suck at relationships..i really do. its always up to a certain pt where i wud get sorta lost. dunno wad to do.... and i tot i was e only one..so now i noe..theres another person like me..lol.
thinkin back..its been 5 yrs since my last relationship. ( which i tink is too short to be one) time flies..doesn seem dat long to me. :p haha

woke up at 10 today to have breakfast at e canteen. den went back to slp agn till 1. and did some check on e vehicles before proccedin for our early book out at 1530 !! so shuang..juz hope i won have detail tml and HOPEFULLY , tml and thurs wud b OFF days! den can sorta put dis wk to an end asap..cant wait fer e weekends... and its only tues... :(

i have realised dat i have been quite used to receivin jans msgs daily ...i dun noe hw to explain la.. as in laz wk..i tried to leave my hp in bunk for charging and those 2 hrs were quite...i duno leh..juz felt dat i had to check if jan had msged me or not even tho e phone wasn with me..
............i guess its juz dat i'm lookin forward to her msgs everyday.
but...why?
............... i noe e answer le. it juz puts a smile on my face. :)


wonder hws she's doin at work today. haven heard frm her since dis morning..
ermm..funny to say dis but.. i sorta have a feelin dat she had overslept or smth and failed to turn up for wrk?
nah..cant be..haha

ermm... :)

this thing dat happened yest suddenly sorta dawned on me..almost 4got abt it le..

yest..while we were walking past this area in marina square where there were plenty of bridal stores , this man frm one of e stores approached me n jan and started his 'promotion'.

strarted askin mi like u in e army ah? i replied yes and he wnt like ' look at u i can tell le..'

wad e fuck..i dun wanna look like an army boy!! lol,..i am trying hard not to..but e fact is i am. but he tot i was a regular..siao..as if i wld sign on..

den he went like 'your girlfriend ah? ' i could feel e pai sehness gushing into me and frm jan. she was speechless and kept smiling and blushing..

den he went on to jan ..' this guy got good mannerism..very polite..very good guy. next time u all get married rmb to come here hor. '

lol...kinda embarrassin fer both of us but..on e other hand..i'm happy dat someone thinks dat we look like a couple?? .......i dunno if dat wads i'm feelin.. feelins are hard to put into words..but somehow..e idea is there la..

bookin in by 8 tml mornin..haix..my sunday..gonna spend it in e ultimately boring camp..lol. :(
a damn long week for me..book in on sun , book out on sat..FUCK. damn mark. bastard.

See mi spittinG fire!!!

So SO SO happy yesterday..cos i met jan fer dinner yest! feels so good to see her..and exceptionally GOOD when e very first person u see after a weeks of suffering is jan...

wanted to eat at People Say but turned out dat its sorta a sandwiche place (shit..did i spell sandwiche correctly? or shud it b sandwhich ? ) damn..wadever la.. yup..and we actually din mind eating there de... so we were waitin to be seated at e entrance and waited and waited...finally, an attendent walked up to us and showed us to our table of 2. and u noe wad she told us ? ' just to let you know, our place is like any other cafe , free seatin.. you can place your orders at e counter. ' LOL..rather funny sia..and a wee bit pai seh..but anyway , din eat there cos we couldn find anything we wanted to eat at dat moment. and so, we left..

jan suggested thai express..so we walked all e way back to citilink to find a bloody long queue awaitin us..and so i suggested kenny rogers...turned out to b e same..so we walked one round ard e area and decided on n.y.d.c . I had my dynamite pizza and was damn glad dat i din ask for e super duper extra hot dynamite..cos e dynamite was enuff to have mi spittin fire!!

boy...i gotta treat my frens to dat dynamite some day... had intended to share with jan but a quarter of it was almost driving jan to tears !! well , e pizza tastes good..so i'm sorta enjoying and suffering at e same time.. cool pizza..hahaha

had wanted to go to e choc bar at esplanade after dat..but first it was crowded. secondly , jan had no camera..and THIRDLY , i had only 14 bucks left...boy , y dun i have enuff common sense to go draw money everytime i come outta camp? this is like e 2nd time i had to find an ATM when i'm with jan. so its like i couldn find one ard esplanade and juz decided to postpone e visit there.
:(

but anyway , enjoyed talkin outside esplanade..nice river , nice quiet environment , nice stars ( there were like 2 ? ) umm..everything will be nice la..due to e company.

:)

and oh yar...saw a crazy man shouting at his gf/wife or wadeva..siao eh..how can he do dat sia..so freakin ungentlemanly and its like...haiya dunno..HOW CAN HE DO DAT!!

oh wells..jan's startin work today. and recieved a msg dat she couldn slp well last night and she's havin a fever.. man..i'm kinda worried. first , i tink e job's tough and her condition of health...

hope she gets better. :)

Sian..sudden urge to...CLUB?

haix..it seems dat even tho i dun really like to go clubbin , i have been having dis urge to do so this wk...must b after hearin janyz's account of her ny party which got that thing in me awakening again?

haix..dat means dad n mom will b unhappy again..like dun drink too much la.,.dun go smoke la and bla bla bla... hmm..but i doubt they gotta worry.. 1st of all , i wun b dat dumb to get myself hung up on cigarettes...secondly..i am quite a good drinker... yupx..i think i am.,..lol

gotta promise myself at 2 club at least 2 times b4 e end of e yr. i wanna go club momo dis sat leh...stupid duty on sunday..for goodness sake...SUNDAY!! and i have yet to go double O with chong n rondy..even tho i promised dem..lol. and i sorta promised jun wei n elias dat i will go with dem too...and donkey KAI..and eric..so many ppl to chiong with..

so little time to spare..wad e fuck..will b burning more wkends in 39..gosh..i wanna get outta dat place.

have bn sittin in e damn hot n stuffy rover since 645 yest till evening..den was supposes to cover safety today as well..damn..stupid Mark...plan detail until liddat..dumb ass. arrogant fark.

i aint feelin dat bad in camp now..still feeling bad..but NOT DAT bad...u get wad i mean? prob cos i'm getting more used to e life dere or prob due to jan's msgs which nv fails to leave me feelin much more light hearted den b4. :)

i am beginnin to believe wad sgt yixiang tol mi when i was in BMT back durin e tekong days.. U WILL NOE WHO UR TRUE FRIENDS ARE IN E ARMY..its damn true. i have seen kennet's ugly side for 3 times within this week. i dun wanna waste space and my time to elaborate. but no choice..dun like also stil gotta smile at him and act like nuthin hav happened after an argument..after all..still gtta wrk together de..especially nw..when onli got 6 of us there.. :(

DAMN...Wad is e world comin to..FUCKERS.

its been only 5 days since i laz seen u..feels like 5 weeks le..kinda miss ya..even more when one is leading a boring life.... lol.. maybe. :)

Plz enrol mi in IMH..i'm gg crazy....

AAaaaaaaaaAAAAAAHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH!!!

2 days..juz 2 days stayin in at 39 SCE...i'm gonna go cuckoo soon...it so damn sian. and i have a conclusion which i haven finalised yet. basically..i tink i'm sian not b'cos i got nuthing to do..unlike in 36. i luv slackin..but even slackin makes me feel sick there...every second there..i HATE it!!!
e place is so...i dunno..feels like a prison. and it sorta SUCKS THE HAPPINESS OUTTA U ..juz like e dementors in e harry potter series. i feel like a lifeless zombie nw. :(

At night, its even worse..not much pple in camp..feel so deserted. and not much pple to tok to except e 6 of us. e other drivers juz wasn in our league..e ah bengs and all..haix...dey were smokin in e bunk and e bunk was sorta covered in smoke..like some undergrnd gambling den. and man.. i was tryin to sleep. FUUUUUCK!
but over all they r quite ok pple..but..juz not in our league la.. :(

and yup./..even e mess feels so sian..without a proper antenna..cant even watch programs properly... :(

AND..WORST OF E WORST.. i arrived in camp yest to learn dat i will be on duty this sun and next fri! dat means i will burn my sunday and a lil bit of my sat...DAMN IT!! :(
looks like i have no choice but to withdraw frm e president's cup this sun...

i've been stonin almost all e time fer yest and today. wen jing and e rest were kept busy with e 5 ton with trailers le..while mi and ken are still waitin fer 5 ton assesment..frm e fastest..i'm e slowest now..haix. :(

Starin into space has set mi thinkin into some stuff. i realised dat while i was thinkin of her most of e time..y is dat so ? its been only 2 days... why why Y?

i hope i can go back to selarang camp real soon..i cannot tahan le..

I'm feeling so miserable....
someone ...pull mi out of this sorrowful pit.....

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ok.. had a nice sat yesterday..went out with jan to SSDC and i finally finally made my way to bk my basic theory test. FINALLY...i was thinkin dat if jan hadn mentioned abt gg to take up driving...when e hell wud i bother to get my ass of to e driving centre?? ok..so i hav made my first step le. :)

proceeded to town..chatted at coffee club over a cup of ice mocha freeze..( was it ? ...4got le ) and walk walk walk as usual..and fer e first time..my legs kinda felt tired...old le la..hahaha. but i enjoyed anyway..
Had dinner at dis place called changing appetites..long queue..but we got our seats anyway. and dumb me din even bother to check my wallet b4 i went out..realised i needed to draw money..so i went ahead to draw money while jan waited..and i took so long..cos i couldn find e damn ATM..shit. so pai sei to make her wait lorZ.. E fd there was great. nice place la...and had a great variety of fd in e menu lor..couldn decide on wad to eat. anyway..we ate our main dishes n had bbrownies fer dessert... NICE..simply goodalicious.i wanna go back fer more....

BUT but...we finally took a pict together!! on her new camera. rather cool one tho. 6.0 megapixels sony T9. gotta try get dad to get me one...lol. i dunno y i'm so happy over e takin pictures part..but juz happy? LOL..

okay..and today..FUCK...my lessons with luke, e new aussie coach..yeah man..he's a great coach..but when i saw my video analysis..i was totally disgusted. 5 yrs of golf and i'm still producing such crappy swings? i gotta do a major revamp to my swing..immediately!! haix..so sian le la..juz when i was hittin e ball well..someone tells mi its not correct. damn..Y man??!!

i'm in a dilemma whether to withdraw frm e club presidents cup..no point playing..but some part of my mind is tellin me to give it a shot..dun be afraid to shoot bad scores...
wadeva..i'll see how la..

bookin in tomorrow le..9 days have passed juz like dat..and stayin in le..not a very nice beginnin fer a wk..what to do? WHAT TO DO ?

FUCK..why do i have to go thru dis.....

:) :) :)

I'm so so so happy today. Dun need words to describe it. :) :p :)

Nite.

6 days in TaiwaN

my first holiday since i started dis blog. so i guess i juz wanna record e journey dwn fer further reference in future.. :)
( i've gt e itinery with me nw..cos i dun really noe e name of e places i've been to..lol )

Day 1 : TaoYuan C.K.S Airport

after bt 4 hrs flight, Arrival to taipei.. couldn find e person to recieve us..turned out dat e sign he was holding was of diff travel agency to e one we booked ?! but nvm...panicked fer nuthin..and so ..we made our way to e hotel. u will never believe hw lousy e hotel was..n i cant help but feel cheated abt hw much we paid fer dis holiday. went out to e streets.ate some stuff..had some soya beancurd and sausages. bought some drinks frm e 7-11 ( e hotel dun even have mineral water!!) and proceeded back to e hotel fer a gd nights rest.

Day 2 : Journey to HuaLian

Main destination supposed to b hualian. but stoppin on e way fer some other attractions. e journey to hua lian is supposed to take up e whole day! cos its up in e mountains. and u will never believe hw narrow e mountain roads were. and it was like rocks and montains on dis side n e pacific ocean on e other side . gotta trust e driver to not hit e jagged edges protrudin out frm e mountains on e right and not to go crashing dwn into e sea on e left . phew! luckily i'm back in one piece. lol..those with fear of heights...better dun lk dwn.

yup...stopped halfway in e mid mounts to admire e rocks and fossils washed and eroded by e evil lookin ultra choppy waves frm e sea. i cant help but think who e hell besides superman can survive being thrown into dat sea. was damn windy..COOL! saw a piece of rock eroded into a shape of e queen of england, balls and an elephant!! forces of nature.... nice.

saw a giant statue of e buddhist Kuan Yin in one of of e hilltop parks. who could've built dat ?! but its juz e first of e many magnificent architectures i'm abt to see in dis trip.

had dinner @ hualian.. Up In e MoUNTAINS!!! theres dis Ami Aboriginal tribe residin up there and got to c their tribal dance performance before dinner.

Dinner got me disgusted with e family i was sittin with. dis family of 4 had 3 fat members. a plump dat , an ultra fat mum , a pri 6 obese daughter who lks like she's sec 2 and a normal son. they r e most inconsiderate ppl i have ever seen!! scoopin up large portions of meat and eggs for themselves not thinkin of my family of 4 and e other 2 sweet lookin ABCs who recieved their education in Australia. yup..so e 2 gals cant read chinese...in TAIWAN!! LOL.....

slept in a very gd hotel dat night. a twin bed all by myself!!! :)
Kinda missed jan dat nite...couldn't help msgin her..although i'm in taiwan. so i did.. (:

Day 3: To KaoHsiung via e mountains..another rocky trip...

Cant really remember wat i did dat day..even tho i have e itinery with me..i cant rmb doin any of those stuff ?!! only rmbered we visited this lingzhi shop by e aboriginals. this 2 ladies there said e exact same thing to me..drink dis lingzhi tea..good fer ur 'dou dous' ( pimples ) LOL...speechless.... DO I REALLY HAVE DAT MANY pimples on my face ? argh...and dad bought 2 lrge boxes of lingzhi which cost e freakin 1300 + sin dollars and 2 tins of lingzhi tea and a mountain deer's foetus which costs bout 1500 sin dollars.. hell..my dad sure is willin to spend on such health products. e deer foetus is supposed to b damn useful fer alot of things..fer example sensitive nose. i heard dad n mom ask abt it helpin to cure sensitive nose and i tot they were buyin it for mi..so i asked dem y dey buyin it for...and u noe WAT dey answered me ? they said : ' For Your SISTER la..' u dun noe how bloody disappointed i was...but oh wells...heck.

visited Fong Jia night market.. i used to like e night markets i visited in Hong Kong which were a lil pasar malam style sellin ultra hip street style belts bags and clothes.
but..it was mostly department stores with street hwkers..lol. hell..wanted to buy dis super cool shirt dat u would never hav seen in s'pore. BUT BUT BUT.. e design i wanted only had e display piece which was dirty and had plenty of loose threads. so i din buy...hopin to see it in other stores e nxt few days..boy i was so wrong.... :(
bought 2 pairs of boxers tho..lol. which i could have bot in s'pore??!! juz couldn help nt buyin anythin. lol.

felt super duper ultra disgusted durin dinner dat nite. i swore i was sulkin already. but dat family of 4 couldn get e message.. its not a sin to be fat..but to be fat and dumb...its a big sin!!! lol...i feel so bad saying dat. anyways..there's dis golden braised pork which is supposed to be damn nice. i only managed a scrap of it. e family of 4 scooped up almost e whole dish...wad e hell.. My eyes glittered when i saw a slice left after everyone had taken their portions..juz when i wnted to reach fer it with my chopsticks.........E fFAT MAMA swooped it away frm me with a click of her chopsticks...u will never belive hw swift they are with their chopsticks..despite hw clumsy they look. i was almost to tears man...( a lil bit of exaggeration involved ) i so wanted to stab her eyes with my chopsticks!!!
tonights dinner was supposed to b e best durin e 6 days and i totally din enjoy it.

went out walkin to another night market after we checked into e hotel. Ate lotsa stuff..very unhealthy..fried..barbecued and all..but who cares...its only for dis holiday rite? and i cant let e gd food go... I LIVE TO EAT!!! haha...
15 mins walk back to e hotel..would have liked to go back via e love bridge which was a longer way..but heck..with my family? lol...so we went by dis short cut anyway..


Day 4: Proceed to TaiChunG...hot and cold spring bath.

visited e spring n autumn pavilions with those 2 tiger n dragon pagodas. wanted to climb all e way up..but i din..cos short of time la..and i dun wanna waste energy..ok ok..I WAS LAZY!! haha..den prayed a little in dis...err..wait..i check..oh..dis Hsuan Tien Shangti Temple. Yup...den went to Fo Guang Shan..another temple there...prayed abit too...its supposed to b ermm....e centre of BUddhism in southern taiwan..( oh i see !)
thers dis place which i dun really noe where it is..maybe on fo guang shan or wad..with about 280 statues of buddhas! and 1 ultra large giant buddha anout 15 ( or is it 20 ) storeys high! kinda amazing la..i entered e place and found myself surrounded by e buddhas !! gosh!

and i realised our tour guide is actually a christian de..and so i realised..no matter wad religion u r, it is impt to learn and respect the others. i truly respect e guide in terms of this.

Lunch was..argh..i dun wanna describe la..totally unenjoyable.

yup..den went to e Chi Lin Fong Hot Spring when we reached TaiChung. din noe abt e hot spring bath at all cos dad din even read e itinery before we came. so we bought e trunks there and proceeded! :) theres e warm sulphur one.. cold sulphur one.. cold natural clay one , ultra hot sulphur one and a message therapy cold one. kinda shuang ah..went into hot cold hot and cold again and again..u get e feelin of gettin bitten my an army of ants when u go into e hot one after e cold one..it was enjoyable..but we stayed only fer an hr n a half due to e usherin of e guide..oh wells.. :) and we had eggs cooked by using hot spring1 it certainly looks diff and tstes extremly gd!! haha..i want one now..too bad., :p.... ( droolin )

went to Fong Jia Night Market. as usual..all stores..not a market. went into dis nike shop n adidas shop...i tell ya..e variety of stuff there trash s'pore ah! so many yet to b seen designs of shoes clothes and bag! bro bought a pair of rather cool adidas shoes. i restrained myself frm buyin cos i already bot like 2 pairs of shoes dis yr? cannot cannot..if not no space to keep le. and wanted to buy dis nike bag which i'm not sure whther itgs available here...but i din anyway..not worth it fer 80 over bucks...cos i din really like it anyway. just wanted it cos i wanted to buy somethin? lol. yup..so i bought dis adidas water bottle which i'm not really sure if its available here..heck..juz buy la..haha.

Had mini steamboat fer dinner. its like each will have their own mini steamboat..so rather personal..finally won have to share dinner with dat family le!! hahaha...

yup..and checked into e hotel at night. i got a twin bed by myself again! hooray! but as usual..went out to walk walk in e mall bseide our hotel..nuthin much to buy also..all e adulty stuff. not stuff fer our age.
Lights out.

Day 5: Back to Taipei!

Travellin back to Taipei. MOre of sightseeing fer e day...rather boring la..visited e Chiang Kai-Shek memorial hall ..there's dis enormous bronze giant statue of him there guarded by 2 guarded who were standin like statues guarding e statue ? confused ? nvm..so am i..haha. managed to witness e changin of shifts of those two guards..so troublesome la..with their slow motion funny kinda marching..haha. den visited e National Palace museum and sorta looked at mostly antiques la..sound like some ah pehs activity lor..yawns.. den visited e Matyr's Sgrine to witness another changing guards ceremony. damn cute when some kids gathered behind e guards to copy their marching. really cute.. :)
Skipped gg to Miramar shoppin mall cos we heard got nuthin much to shop there and most dun wanna ride on e 2nd largest ferros wheel in Asia. so e bus juz sorta drove past it fer us to catch a glimpse of it and procceded straight to Shilin Night Market so dat we can spent more time there.
Dinner on our own and once agn..gorged myself with loads of unhealthy stuff..reckon i have to work out when i go back to S'pore.

proceeded back to e hotel where we left our baggage and went straight off to XiMenDing. shop shop agn..made dad give e tips to e guide in Sin dollars so dat i have money to shop but turned out dat got nuthin much to buy dere la.mostly ladies stuff and all...if only my sis was more girlisg den can buy some stuff fer her. but i'm sure jan wld really enjoy shoppin dere..lol. went into dis prank shop which sells prank stuff..got eletrocuted twice. once by dis pen and another by dis chewing gum thingy.. OUCH! really interesting shop. maybe i shud open one such shop in s'pore. hehehe - evil grin-

anyway..bot a lil stuff b4 proceedin back fer a nice hot bath and fer my laz nite in taiwan.
realli disappointed with my shoppin spree in taiwan..so little things fer my to buy! :(
and dun really have enuff time to finish shoppin at all e places i hav been to! haix..i wldn really mind gg agn to shop.

Day 6: Back home swt home!

woke up late fer e 1st time in 6 days. hav bn wakin up at ard 6 evry morning..juz felt so good to slp till 9!! had breakfast and went back to e room to pack up. checked out at 11 and procceded to e airport for our 2 o clock flight.

arrived in s'pore ard 630. took a cab home and ta da!

END OF JOURNEY

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to summarise, tis isn really my kind of trip..i prefer more of e jap , korea n australia kind where i get to visit theme parks and hong kong where i get to not only shop but buy stuff!!!
but nevertheless..i enjoyed e trip. :)

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i dunno why but i juz cant keep my mind of her during e trip. kinda miss her ya noe. y is it so huh? juz feels kinda weird dat i dun get to recieve her daily msgs everyday..to not noe wads gg on and all.. juz feels like a part is missin frm my life or somethin. missin her to bits.
am i in luv or wad? lol..i dunno sia..argh..wadeva.

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e chocs juz taste much more sweeter den others..prob due to e orgin.haha.. ;)


its 330 now..i took 2 and a half hrs to do dis entry?!! wad e hell... hahaha